im really lost right now, i had a bad fall a few weeks ago and i broke both my femur(upper leg) and my tibia(shin) in half. i had to get surgery and a few screws i think to keep the bones in line. im in a wheelchair right now and im working on trying to sit up on my own and lift my injured leg maybe. im really depressed about all this. im a runner and i cant go a day without running without feeling depressed. i really want to be able to walk again and i am really scared that i might not be able to. im trying not to tell myself that and my dad and my brothers and my doctor are all telling me not to worry and that i will walk again but i dont care anymore. im so depressed right now i, i cant even describe it. i am so scared i hate how it feels not to feel.
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