so let me start by tell you about what happened. i was 17 at the time on april 24 2005 i was hanging out with some friends at the mall we all piled back into my car (me as the drive and another girl up front, and 3 guys in back). i was at a stop light and when i turned green some one from the back told me to go faster, and i did. at the top of the street was a 90degree turn. we didnt make it and hit straight on with a tree. any ways the person in the middle lap seat belt died instently (i wont go into details) and another was airlifted. i was charged as a juv. with vehicular homicide. catching up to today, i still will not forgive my self even though the family of the one who died did. my counselers keep telling me that i shouldnt let my life die to that day. but how can i move on a forgive myself i did the worst thing you could ever do to a person and their friends and family. maybe this is the wrong place for me to be posting but i dont know where else to turn. thanks
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