On September 23rd, 2017 at about 7:30 pm I was in an awful car accident. I will never be able to forgive myself for causing someone’s family to never be the same. I collided with a motorcycle. The driver of the motorcycle was a year older then me, he was 21. I went to turn into a plaza and I just did not see him. I have gotten threats, hateful messages and my accident was posted all over the internet. Currently I am going through an on-going court case. His family hates me, which is understandable. Also I hate myself for this situation that I caused because I wasn’t as aware as I should have been and because I made a very reckless decision. I know that some of you will hate me as well. It was only my second time driving in such a busy city. My friends and family have continuously told me to talk to someone, but I can’t bring myself to. This is the best support group that I could find. As of right now, i am having terrible nightmares when I actually do sleep, and I replay the accident in my head over and over again, I am depressed and suicidal. I will forever pray for his family and for myself to keep living on.
I'm employed full timeMy mental illness is making me unable to work like I know I can. I cant do it anymore. I left today due to anxiety.How do I get help.. how do I make people take me seriously Do I have to like go inpatient for a long time.. what do I do... I stay employed to keep health insurance but I might be fired soon anywayThen what
Good morning DS friends! today seems like it will be a good day. God is amazing friends and he does wonders in this world. I wanted to gove you all an update on my last posting regarding the numbness and the tingling in my head. As i had disclosed with you friends i was on some medication to lose weight though i am not so overweight i wanted to drop a few pounds but it wasnt worth it those pills...