On September 23rd, 2017 at about 7:30 pm I was in an awful car accident. I will never be able to forgive myself for causing someone’s family to never be the same. I collided with a motorcycle. The driver of the motorcycle was a year older then me, he was 21. I went to turn into a plaza and I just did not see him. I have gotten threats, hateful messages and my accident was posted all over the internet. Currently I am going through an on-going court case. His family hates me, which is understandable. Also I hate myself for this situation that I caused because I wasn’t as aware as I should have been and because I made a very reckless decision. I know that some of you will hate me as well. It was only my second time driving in such a busy city. My friends and family have continuously told me to talk to someone, but I can’t bring myself to. This is the best support group that I could find. As of right now, i am having terrible nightmares when I actually do sleep, and I replay the accident in my head over and over again, I am depressed and suicidal. I will forever pray for his family and for myself to keep living on.
Ive been going through a lot recently and the one person I have to talk to has been so stressed out due to the same situation and I don't want to bother him right now. I think I just need someone to listen to me. Please help.
So when i talked about the following to my therapist he said,"Well that sounds like neglect."You see,since i was about 4 years old,my mother started having to go into the hospital for various illnesses often.She left me with my much older brothers,and my middle brother was very abusive to me.i remember crying and crying and both my brothers ignoring me.When i was about 6 years old i begged my...