I am going to be twenty-three tomorrow, and I am still a virgin. I feel ashamed of it, even though I know it's better that I don't sleep around. Everyone I know isn't one, and I always feel awkward when they talk about sex. I've never been in a relationship because I am ugly. I'm worried that I never will be in one, and I am worried I will always be a virgin. And if I do meet a guy that can see past the ugliness, what if he is turned off by a 23 year old virgin? It's unheard of for someone my age in this society to be one, so he might think there is something wrong with me. Ten years ago I never thought I'd be single and alone. I don't want to go sleeping around, but I don't want to be a virgin anymore.
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