My ex boyfriend broke up with me 4 weeks ago and last friday I got into a car accident. I had been at his house for the past two weeks helping him out while his mom was in the hospital and just being there because I didn\'t want to be alone, I guess it was my fault, I just don\'t know. N-eways, he helped me go to the tow yard and figure out what to do with my totaled car. Well afterwards, we ran errands and when we got home we took a nap, one thing led to another and we had sex. For me, I was making love to him, we did it twice. It was the best sex ever, I even told him I love him during it. However, afterwards he started acting funny and blurting things out that it was just lust to him and he apologized for letting it happen. He said next time it happens if it happens he\'ll make sure he is in love with me. I feel so used and confused. I was seriously trying to save myself once again as a born again virgin. I hate him sooo much I have ended our friendship and want nothing to do with him ever again.
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