I was sexually active when i was younger, mind you i am only 21, but in my early years of high school i was pretty promiscuous. I have had some major changes in my life in the past couple months, and it has made me realize that there are things in my life i want, and things i dont. I have decided to wait until marriage before i have sex again. My friends and family have always known me to be a certain way, and the decisions i have made recently have started to make people question my sincerity. They think I am going through a "phase", and that i am nuts. I know its just a matter of time and standing behind my decision that will make the people around me understand the seriousness of my decision. My question, i guess, is how do you find the strength to stand up for your decision? I feel like a hypocrite sometimes, i mean at one point in my life i felt like my motto was "what does it matter as long as your having fun", and now I am feeling a complete turn around feeling-wise, and sometimes i wonder if I am allowed to feel that way. I am just a little lost right now, and i was wondering if anyone else felt the same way.
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