Hi, after two years of abstienence, I made a mistake and slept with someone few months ago. This brought back the deep regret that I had regarding my sexual past and the feeling of shame came flooding back. I've recognized the reason for my past mistakes was due to not making plans to stick wtih my vow and trusting myself to make decisions at the moment. I've learned my lesson and want to move on. The issue I'm having now is the idea of being with another person in the future makes me very uncomfortable. It's like I'm making it worse by adding to the number. I have this unhealthy view of sex and makes me want to not ever do it again even though I would love to get married some day. This is probably due to my struggle with self worth right now and hope it fades away in time when I'm rebuilding my confidence. It sounds silly but I guess I just want to get people's opnions.
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