hi,ive being a day sober and i feel ok, i dont know but this time i feel so positive that this time im really going to do it, last nite at a meeting i went to a meeting last nite and i broke down, i may of being a bit drunk but laat night i finallly threw the towel in, drink to me is poison, looking back i can picture a good time i ever had with booze, all its done has ripped everything from me and my commitment and desire to break free from that dark hole is strong i really want this, i love aa i love wat it stands for, i should of being in aa at 17 i sure had the signs but i never saw it, for a long time i was always trying to hide my alcoholism, trying to deny the fact that i m a alcoholic,im not saying im great i still have a long way to go but aa is where i should be, they say in aa 'life of ur wildest dreams' i walk in meetings and i see that glow in aa members eye and its a miracle it really is.i have a certain person to thank for getting me back in meetings,u see i was in this treatment drug programme and my drug worker who is a alcoholic he saw the signs that i may of being a alcoholic,i will alwaysb grateful and lucky that i found my way back., god bless ya all
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