I recently went to treatment, and actually have bben sober since the day before...2/12/08. I had a person that i believe to be my friend, she had gone tothe same center, about 1 and 1/2 years before..2 this summer. Well, she never got truly sober, she stole Xanax from my purse, drank with me, and others, came to my olace when I was drinking, and one time even drank 1/2 a fifth of vodka that I was 'enjoying', a drink at a time, and then left. She has used me, I was told by others to just wait, the day would come when she would stab me in my back, I told them she was differnt with me. Today I got that knife wound. I am so frustrated... I would have gotten drunk, stoned, and looked for some meth in thepast. not today, however. what to do? I don't want to be consumed by this, but am. help
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