Some days I'm just fine, and then there are other's when I just get so upset. Some days I end up crying for half of a day. Sometimes people make me mad, or I get mad at myself for hurting someone so much. I get so mad at myself for not having enough judgement sometimes. Even though everyone else thinks I do just fine. I'm also having really bad leg cramps, I've had this problem for awhile now, but lately it the pain is just getting worse. I've tryed a lot of things, but think it's mainly due to my stress level. Some days I just wanna end everything so badly. One time I put my hand under hot water for about 1 minute, just so I wouldn't cut myself, because cutting yourself would hurt a lot more, than a burned hand. Which my hand never got burned, just hurt.
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