My life to me is im guessing not too much differen than others but for periods of time i feel happy i get into good habits..go to class..work and then for little reasons or none at all i fall into times where i dont even feel like facing the world..i dont feel comfortable at all in everyday life i constantly feel im being judged..looked at and i fear i dont measure up to others..people often ask me whats wrong or why im down on days when i think im doing okay..when i get nervous or face tough situations my hands shake and sweat my throat drys and sometimes i just avoid them all together..even on days when nothing happens i feel depressed because i cant help but wonder about anything and everything i dont feel okay i dont feel happy
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