Hi my name is Natalie, I am 20 and in the past year i have changed alot, my positive bubbly attitude has been replaced by one of fear and worry and i do not want to be this person. I find it hard to communicate my feelings and talk about whats going on, instead i get frustrated and upset ending up hurting the people i care about. I think i got here from 2 major incidents, the first being a car crash in which i broke my leg so severly i have a plate in for life, it was in the same leg i suffered cancer in when i was only 3. My dream was to be a performer and i feel this is now not within my reach. In december i lost a very close friend he was 24 and died suddenly of a asthma attack i cannot face the people and places i spent time with him in and i cant bring myself to accept that fact. I want to be able to take a deep breath and just let everything go but i am so uptight about everything i just keep holding my breath.
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