Well im writing on here because i just feel so sad all the time, Im always trying to improve myself and be positive but i feel like i just cant. Currently my life is pretty lonely. At the moment i don't really have any friends. I had a best friend for about 5 years but were not talking right now and even though a part of me kind of misses her, I know its for the best. We are just too different in our personalities. She's married, is a pretty positive person, has a new house, and lots of things going for her as well as her and her husband are trying to have a baby. While im glad for her and i do wish her happiness, I don't have any of those things. I don't want children but i want a guy to treat me the way her husband treats her, im a failure when it comes to relationships. Plus I am a little negative around her and tend to be depressed and its not fair to her. But unlike her i suffer with alot of problems anxiety, fear of change, alot of rejection and i feel like she judges me for it, but i cant always help it. Were two different people with different backgrounds. I am at the moment trying to move forward in my life by seeing a counselor whos been really good and working on bringing out my wonderful qualities in myself, but i still get sad all the time. Anyways im sorry this is long, but i really just want to meet some friends on here who are going through similiar things. Sharon
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