Don't know if any of this happens to any of you, but for me some days my mood changes. Like in the mornings I'll wake up just fine, and the the next few hours my mood will change. Like today, I was crying for awhile over nothing. It only lasted about an hour this time. Sometimes I cry for a whole afternoon. It's like some sometimes I feel like I'm living in a nightmair. And I was talking to one of my friends today, and she knew I was upset. She's not the same person as she was when I first met her, and in some ways I miss the old days. And there are days when I just want everyone and everything to go away, and everybody leave me alone till the day I die. I know though that would never happen.
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