Faith within myself is so important right now...I always knew I never walk alone....

im not alone. i really feel like im that way, but im not. God knows me better than anybody, and always listens. always. it helps to know i always have a friend.

sometimes it feels like there's no hope, that the world is closing in on me. when i look to God, i know that things are hard, so hard, but they're hard for a reason, and if i make it through the bad times everything will be okay.

I prayed much for Gods help and he sent me a wonderful woman who became my wife and helped me get out of my depression.

just starting

so far so good!

I believe in Faith in God, and I don't believe in medications to fix problems.

My faith in God is the best help!

I believe God will give us our baby.

I went to an evaluation for 5 days but other than that i did my recovery on my own. I was at the lowest you can get and i had nowhere to go but up after that the idea of hitting rock bottom again made me strive to keep going. The hardest part for me is all these after effects on my body. I dont know how common they are but my mind feels completely different and I rarely feel like myself. not to mention all the damage it did to my psyche..its still not easy recovering.