Join Now
Monday November 30, 2009
Members in Need
-
Today started better than expected. I've gradually built this feeling of dread in relation to my work. On one of my good days, the job is fine, a little boring admittedly, but fine. I used to have much more admin work to do and would enjoy loosing myself in my work and there always seemed to be a project going on that I could get involved with. But now, things have died down and all thats lef...
2 Recommendations
5 Comments Advertisement -
I do not rember the dream that I had last night. I do rember waking up at about 4am. and having no reason to. I was shaking, crying. I had blood on my lip from were I aparently bit it very hard because there is now a deep cut in it. My arms also had scratches all over both of them like I had been trying to get away from something or someone when I was dreaming. I do ...2 Recommendations4 Comments
-
I went to an SLAA meeting for the first time last night. There is another one tonight and I had plans to go as well. But for some reason I woke up today really drained. It may have been my subconscious trying to ruin my progress again. After the meeting last night I felt really good for going, I came home ate dinner and conversed with my roommate for a little bit. I cleaned up and started to read...2 Recommendations4 Comments
-
Another dream about my best friend- wakes me.
Another hard day will be ahead of me.
The dreams are so powerful and so intense....
I Can feel her! She hugs me... We Laugh.
I Can't believe I can feel her!
Can Anyone Else See her?
She laughs outloud at me for thinking such foolish things.
She laughs at me, because we're best friends
and there was never a moment with her that didnt ...2 Recommendations -
Well, today makes it three weeks since I lost the love of my life. I'm nhot coping very well, as all this time (approximately 12:45 P.M.) he was still here with me. I mean, he was alive and everything; it's not like I knew he was going to die. He didn't indicate that anything was wrong. He was pronounced dead at around 03:23 P.M., but the death certificate said...3 Recommendations12 Comments
-
Even on days when my husband isn't being abusive and I can somehow manage to put the affair in the back of my mind I still have a husband who is neglectful, un-compassionate, and un-understanding. He's completely ignoring my cries for help with a hefty roll of the eye and frustrated sigh. I'm bipolar, I can't help it. I really wish I weren't because I'm pretty sure my life...7 Recommendations81 Comments
-
Saddend to inform you that my dearest DS friend **yvonne111** is no longer with us!!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
by: charisma
Eric Clapton - Tear in Heaven
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=ngpZaECKaBM&feature=related
Hayley Westenra - Never say Goodbye
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=YNlpxJO1Uiw&feature=related
Found out Today Saturday 19th July 2008 at 12(noon) EST Australia, I’m saddened to inform you that a very Dear friend of mine **yvonne111** & possibly your’s has been confirmed deceased ...2 Recommendations86 Comments -
help me for goodness sake..
my partner is still ill and gets no better..im dpoing all i can to look after her..but it just is not enough..she still is not getting better..
its got me so low..she was in tears yesterday and collaopsed al together..im worn out..i hate that i cant do anything to change it..maybe im not doing enough for her..
i never have been one for doing enough..im trying so hard..whe...5 Recommendations71 Comments -
just came to me when i was running...
***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~***
be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with.
to start...
this is how i feel bout myself most of the time
sometimes im happy i think this is...5 Recommendations63 Comments -
I am hurting..
Not physically.....
but emotionally and my heart is breaking..
I am writing to you all with a very heavy heart and soul today. I am asking for prayers for one of my very good friends and her husband this morning.
My friend Kim, in Florida whom I have known for the last 15 years, and her husband Charlie,and their 2 children , Brooklyn, 6, Dylan, 10 and nephew Jonathon, 10 wer...8 Recommendations55 Comments
