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Tuesday November 24, 2009
Sad Stories
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As most of you already know, I lost my baby today. I lost my third baby on the four month anniversary of losing my twins. I am feeling really numb. The doctor said it was almost like a blighted ovum. The egg fertilized, attached and started growing. It even doubled in size since last week. But the heartbeat was not more than a flicker... It just didn'...
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I wish I had a happy go lucky entry to put here and I do have one for later but this one I need to be worried, stressed, concerned. I went to the doctor today for my one year check up after my surgery. They found something about the size of a raspberry inside the mouth of the bladder. The doctor thinks it is just from the catherter rubbing of the mouth of the bladder ...2 Recommendations28 Comments
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Another dream about my best friend- wakes me.
Another hard day will be ahead of me.
The dreams are so powerful and so intense....
I Can feel her! She hugs me... We Laugh.
I Can't believe I can feel her!
Can Anyone Else See her?
She laughs outloud at me for thinking such foolish things.
She laughs at me, because we're best friends
and there was never a moment with her that didnt ...2 Recommendations -
just came to me when i was running...
***~~~...if you cannot find happiness, peace and deal with your present life now, then the sadness, hurtful things of your past, will never heal...~~~***
be strong now, feel love around you, find your strength and believe all other things will become easier to deal with.
to start...
this is how i feel bout myself most of the time
sometimes im happy i think this is...5 Recommendations63 Comments -
I picked up this habit of rubbing my belly in the morning & talking to it....I found myself doing it again this morning...then I stopped & told myself what is the point? Ughh...
My mom came & sat with me yesterday...it helped get my mind off of things, at least for a little while. Then my dad called on his way home from work to check on me...I hate telling my daddy when this happens. H...1 Recommendation30 Comments -
I got the call that our 4th IVF cycle was a failure. I am absolutely crushed right now. I can't figure out why they keep putting back good embryos and they never implant. I am heart broken and scared of what all of this means. My fear is making me angry. THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!!! I deserve to be a Mommy. I deserve to feel a child growing inside me, to raise them and teach them all I can. ...1 Recommendation30 Comments
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today I gave birth to my beauiful baby boys Andrew Michael and Reginald "Reggie" Walter Cooper. A year ago today they left to be with God. It was to date both the happiest and saddest day of my life. It is hard to believe that a whole year has passed since I last held them, kissed them, felt their little bodies as they kicked and moved. I still remember their features, the way they felt...2 Recommendations33 Comments
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I felt compelled to write a final letter to my husband. I wanted to give this to him the day he left my house so cold and unemotional. The day I finally knew it was over for me. I may have lost him a long time ago, but on that day, Saturday November 1st, he lost me.
I don't plan on giving this to him just yet and I don't know if I ever will, but my therapist ...5 Recommendations36 Comments -
I can't fucking take much more! I am so tired of asking God for strength to get through things. I always get it but it is not what I want the most. I want a child! I want a family! I have not gotten that yet I always get the strength to get through all the painful shit in my life. I have survived enough. Battled through enough. Hurt enough.
My BF called me Saturday. We talked for over a half ...1 Recommendation29 Comments -
hey everone,
i want everyone pray for my youngest daughter, she having hip problems,plus my mom not getting any better, im been goin through a hard time about ,all i want to do is cry.im in lots pain
my heart is in pieces please pray for me while i go through this its been rough.1 Recommendation36 Comments
