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Tuesday December 1, 2009
Rambling Stories
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Well Here it is, a month since my last journal entry. Time does fly. I am having a hard time this week and I finally got a revelation why today. I was busy at work and feeling sad. I didn't know why just a very heavy heart. Nothing at work was out of the ordinary just my spirit was really low. I took a break and went to the rest room. There I could have some privacy because tears were welling...
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I am at the 40lb mark today. One hurdle down. I am pleased with myself.
I tried thrift store cloths shoppping today. No luck. I am down to a couple of shirts and shorts now. A friend told me of a great one but in a bad part of town though. I will check that one out tomarow. I am also down to a couple of bras. Those I will buy new. I like having this problem. Having st...2 Recommendations1 Comment -
feeling pretty #!/|~ today really not well at all was meant to take my son swimming and just felt to ill.feel like let him down..i cant hinestly say whats wrong with me at the moment..just know i fell pretty #!/|~ right now..very low and feel tearful..maybe its just being unwell thats bought me down and being in pain with my leg i hurt does not help..
just feel numb today and feel on the other han...2 Recommendations34 Comments -
I think I'm losing it, control over my emotions I mean. All the pressure of the move and other things to be done is really getting to me. I haven't been this worried or this negative in a very long time. I'm only sleeping 4 - 5 hours a night so my tolerance is not the greatest it should be. The thoughts I'm having are causing me to feel this way I know, but...1 Recommendation23 Comments
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Hello all. I'm home from surgery and recovering as well as can be expected. I know this was a shock to some of you and others knew. I'm sorry I just felt so down I didn't want to share more crappy news with all as we all have more than enough to live with as it is. I now feel I should explain and ask your forgiveness for being so closed off.
On August 9 I found a lump in my right breas...3 Recommendations28 Comments -
They actually took down the political posts on the MS boards, those limey bastards! I had just given a great comeback to Jacca and some racist slimeball, and they took it down 5 minutes later.
You know, it's suppose to be people like me, a liberal, progressive lefty, that has the reputation as a over sensitive, wimpering pussy.
Let me ask you a question. I try as hard as I can to get my point a...1 Recommendation47 Comments -
I feel as though i should not speak,
I feel as though i need to be quiet,
I feel as though i should melt away
Disapear and fade away,
Who am I
I have no idea right now
the feelings
the memories the triggers,
All i do know is that I am me,
who that is I have no idea,
I am not sure is I am good or evil,
I ust know the past has made me who I am,
I am trying to do as I should for others,
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Hi, everyone! I'm obviously new to the site, so here's the scoop, minus a lot of details, because THOSE are many, long, and BOR-R-R-R-RIIIIINNG. And after re-reading all this I'm *STILL* too longwinded and too boring, probably. But plow through it. It may be helpful, as I INTEND it to be!
About 2 and a half years ago, something happened. Slight stinging pa...1 Recommendation53 Comments -
Ladies have you ever stopped to think how our perception of time has changed from before to after. Before I thought I had all the time in the world. Time to enjoy my kids and grandkids after I'd finished work, cleaned the house, gone to church, just after. Unfortunately as you can all attest, no one exactly knows how long after will last. For most of us not nearly long enough. There whe...3 Recommendations20 Comments
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Well as the title states, "the mommy" could use some prayers. I've had so many people praying for Jackson in the past week and he is doing really well because of it. But I've forgotten that I could use some prayers too so here is my official post asking for prayer.
Specifically - feeding Jackson has become QUITE a hurdle for me. In very short summation, he was s...1 Recommendation22 Comments
