
Saturday November 28, 2009
Frustrating Stories
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I have wanted a baby since I was a small child. What little girl doesn't play with her baby dolls and dream of someday being a Mommy for real?
When that STUPID doctor told me, in 1999 (considering I had been ttc and had fertility drugs since 1988), that I had a 0% chance of ever getting PG, my heart was broken.
When I miscarried in Sept '06 at 14 weeks, I had no clue I was even PG. Well, no... Advertisement -
I can't help but wonder what people want when they go into support groups.
Sometimes I know that people come looking for supportive solutions, new perspectives. Sometimes.
But too often it seems like people are just coming looking for people to validate them and essentially say, "you don't deserve that" and "you don't have anything to work on about you... its all t... -
Shit! I can't even complain about anything anymore... When I do, I get told that my day isn't that bad? Crap! What do they know! Only I know how I feel! I have been sick for the last 3 days with no relief. It is due to lack of sleep. It has now been 5 days with insufficient or no sleep! How the heck is that good!!!!
I found out that someone that I had just started to trust, had been lying ... -
I do not rember the dream that I had last night. I do rember waking up at about 4am. and having no reason to. I was shaking, crying. I had blood on my lip from were I aparently bit it very hard because there is now a deep cut in it. My arms also had scratches all over both of them like I had been trying to get away from something or someone when I was dreaming. I do ...
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So today I was looking at the SIDS discussion board....I am a still a newbie so I look at everyones profile after they post to try to either jog my memory or get to know a lil more about them. So of course I check the last post that was made and it happens to be the post "?" I read what she typed and proceeded to check the profile the first thing that I look at is a status that sa...
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im still pissed of at mother russia....killing civilians....i've seen pictures of people covered in blood with tears running down there face....the young moving rubble to find there fucking parents....and for what????nothing....but pride....well im no longer fucking proud to be half russian....i dont want this fucking blood running through my system anymore....fuck you russia durag!!!!
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Even on days when my husband isn't being abusive and I can somehow manage to put the affair in the back of my mind I still have a husband who is neglectful, un-compassionate, and un-understanding. He's completely ignoring my cries for help with a hefty roll of the eye and frustrated sigh. I'm bipolar, I can't help it. I really wish I weren't because I'm pretty sure my life...
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part of town with different zoning!!!! Today the lender called and said he had the approval on the financing bur there was some question on permits...turns out in 1993 they rezoned Polson for Modular homes in only certain areas of the city. NOBODY told us 2 and a half years ago when we bought the lot that it was single family residential, stick built in place housing only. We have arr...
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So my girlfriend saved me that night, bringing me home from the ER. I could walk the next day, but slowly, painfully. I felt black and blue from the fall. I used a walker as much as possible. Then, two nights later, I was in the kitchen, sans walker, beginning to warm up some leftover Chicken Marengo for dinner. The phone rang - it...

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