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Wednesday August 20, 2008
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Or at least one did! I am so excited & shocked. I had myself convinced with a negative HPT that I was not PG...but my RE has confirmed otherwise! My 6dpET was 34, 8dpET was 75! My clinic said tho...
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Jim & I are doing SO good in our relationship....
lorilyn Aug 20, 2008
I'm so depressed right now....
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Jim & I are doing SO good in our relationship. He's telling me he loves me again, we're totally together again...but we are SO worried about money.
We are about to lose everything, it's ALL behind and I don't know where to turn. I've tried to get a loan, but my bad credit & his not showing an income (even tho he has made money on wood sales, doesn't coun...
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Today was actually the best day I've had in we...
cynicalcat Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Today was actually the best day I've had in weeks. Very few thoughts of self-harm. Tony had a good day, too! Work actually went well today, too. Kinda' makes me wonder sometimes what sort of terror is lurking just 'round the bend! But I won'd dwell on that for now ... might as well ride the wave while I can!1 Recommendation -
i have a boyfriend nowhe respects me 100%he also u...
snowbr4lf13 Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
i have a boyfriend now
he respects me 100%
he also understands things ar e rough right now
and is ok to be seen with a cutter
he supports me
and doesnt judge me
he's the best thing thats happened in a long time1 Recommendation -
Well I have social anxiety problems as well ...
myselfandi Aug 20, 2008
just when your happy with yourself
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Well I have social anxiety problems as well as depression. I really don't like myself and I am nervous about what people think of me.
I recently finished a treatment group for my social anxiety as well they train you in CBT. I felt my confidence was good for the first time in a long time till the last day when I was there. I wanted to say thank you to the group and leaders and give...1 Recommendation -
jodeKW Aug 20, 2008
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My B-Day was on the 14th, also my anniversery date...
Dragoleo Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
My B-Day was on the 14th, also my anniversery date as well. My wife was kind enough to get me the game Rock Band for my xbox. I never really wanted to get this game fearing that I would either be embarased to play it or that it would't come up to my expectations. Wow!! Man did I ever get addicted to it. Needless to say I've been away from DS for a while. I th...1 Recommendation -
well, instead of having my usual morning session, ...
silentwar... Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
well, instead of having my usual morning session, since no one else was at home, i hopped on my drumkit and thrashed out all my frustration. i feel so much better than if i had of had 5 bucket bongs... WOOHOO!!!!! Slowly proving to myself that i can do whatever i want if i put my mind to it.1 Recommendation -
well as you know Dusty and i just c...
Motherearth Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
well as you know Dusty and i just celebrated our 11 month anniversary and i wrote an entry last nite, well...after i wrote that he never showed up but he did call to break up with me and break my heart...he was my first everything you dont even know...today was the first day of school and i was so torn up i couldnt go...but im ok now, i have my grounds and everything, i talked to h...1 Recommendation -
well as you know Dusty and i just c...
Motherearth Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
well as you know Dusty and i just celebrated our 11 month anniversary and i wrote an entry last nite, well...after i wrote that he never showed up but he did call to break up with me and break my heart...he was my first everything you dont even know...today was the first day of school and i was so torn up i couldnt go...but im ok now, i have my grounds and everything, i talked to h...1 Recommendation -
August 20, 2008. Today maarks my 116th. day s...
patwal1948 Aug 20, 2008
Well on my way to quitting the habit.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
August 20, 2008.
Today maarks my 116th. day since I quit smoking. The most important factor in my determination to quit was my health. Next to that, I am now able to save some badly needed cash. Since quitting and up to today's date, I have been successful in not inhaling the smoke of 2,320 cigaarettes. No special aids in the effort, just cold turkey.1 Recommendation -
Hello! Things here are just crazy! the hot weather...
emmarie Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Hello!
Things here are just crazy! the hot weather kids going back to school getting up at the crack of dawn.
My depression has hit hard lately. Between my dad being sick, me feeling like i am not really worth anything and then a lot of other things I am just emotionally and metally drained.
I dont know if I should cry or laugh sometimes. Being codependant is very hard but being codepen...1 Recommendation -
WEll last week I went in to my clinic for my annua...
nopeaforme Aug 20, 2008
the ups and downs of an IVF cycle
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
WEll last week I went in to my clinic for my annual pap smear and had my thyroid checked to make sure the dose of synthroid I'm on is still ok and today I got a call from my clinic notifying me that my thyroid levels have gone up again and I need to increase my dose of synthroid to 75 mg. I now feel discouraged abut this cycle, it feels like this may be the first of many setbacks. While I'...1 Recommendation
I'm so depressed right now....
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
Jim & I are doing SO good in our relationship. He's telling me he loves me again, we're totally together again...but we are SO worried about money.
We are about to lose everything, it's ALL behind and I don't know where to turn. I've tried to get a loan, but my bad credit & his not showing an income (even tho he has made money on wood sales, doesn't coun...1 Recommendation -
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Today started better than expected. I've gradually built this feeling of dread in relation to my work. On one of my good days, the job is fine, a little boring admittedly, but fine. I used to have much more admin work to do and would enjoy loosing myself in my work and there always seemed to be a project going on that I could get involved with. But now, things have died down and all thats lef...2 Recommendations2 Comments
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I'd like to talk a little bit about how music has affected my life. Music lets me escape my reality and enter a world where I am loved and the world is a beautiful place. I am taken away by my music and feel the love the person singing a love song must have felt while writing the song. I don't just hear music, I feel it, for me it is an emotional experience. Not just with certain songs bu...2 Recommendations3 Comments
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i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, ab...
dyingtolive May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, about those days before and after the funeral. the alumni association at my school was holding a poetry contest, so i entered it and won third place. i posted it here, so you can read:
Pick Six
In soft upholstered seats, we sat—
five lucky, wet-eyed front-row patrons—
and lifted our feet as your roots snuck and crawled under them
(and those o...5 Recommendations10 Comments -
TODAY I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING TRULY INSPIRATIO...
EhaEha Sep 18, 2007
Journal Entry for September 18, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
TODAY I WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING TRULY INSPIRATIONAL
I awoke this morning to the sun dabbling
across my collection of ceramic orphans.
The smell of new-mown flowers filled my olfactories, and
I was reminded of a poem about a basket of kittens.
If only I could share the joy to what it is like to awaken
knowing that another day stands before me.
Another day of inspiring all that are lucky enough to be o...41 Recommendations30 Comments -
In blessed and convivial moments, like...
xXforever... Mar 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
In blessed and convivial moments, like the joyous occasion of a new life aspiring into this world or that mirthful moment in time when you are graciously given the opportunity to witness His love for us to someone else... Praise God!
In arduous and prohibitive moments like thwarting feelings and emotions which make you feel at a complete and utter loss of control... Seek God!
In silent ...7 Recommendations31 Comments -
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on you...
AngelChri... Mar 19, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Opening presents and blowing out the candle on your cake
These are all things in which you should partake
On this very special day - your first birthday
We can’t celebrate in the traditional way
Instead, a cake I made of artificial flowers - blue and white,
Will be left for you at your grave site
Balloons will be sent to you up above
With notes from your loved ones expressing their love
A special m...7 Recommendations29 Comments -
MY DAUGHTER POEM...
itsmylife May 28, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
MY DAUGHTER POEM
in the cluttered chaos
of a busy city
kissed by God
i conceived
all by myself
unlike
the Virgin Mary
a little poem
named maia
girl-child maia
momma's baby madonna
blue eyed girl
with untamed hair
untempered spirit
in her bones
inside her eyes
willful child
that a mother
is afraid for
but proud of
i nursed her
greedy guppy mouth
she
starving to get going
on this road
called lif...4 Recommendations23 Comments -
Please don't judge me only for who...
heybev13 Jun 01, 2008
To Know Me is to Love Me! ....
Sunday, June 1, 2008 |
Please don't judge me only for who I am now.
A person who is sick and doesn't do much.
Please know that I did have a life once.
That I did love living life and had many goals and dreams.
Just like you.
Please know that I used to be very active.
I used to love to go in-line skating.
That I used to LOVE to dance
and did it as often as I could!
I even took lessons...line dancing, swing danci...4 Recommendations16 Comments -
LOVE TALKING TO PEOPL HERE AT DS. NOT ...
kjl1951 Jul 22, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 |
LOVE TALKING TO PEOPL HERE AT DS. NOT OUT THERE IN THE " REAL WORLD". HERE I FEEL SAFE NOT OUT THERE, I DON'T HAVE TO WEAR A MASK. HERE I CAN BE ME. I SELDOM GO OUT AND WHEN I DO I CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK I SUPPOSE TO AN EXTENT IT IS SELF IMPOSED LONELINESS. BUT I AM BETTER. OF., I HAVE HAD TOO MUCH PAIN AND REJECT...1 Recommendation17 Comments -
Roses are redViolets are blueI'm schizophrenic...
ILikeToBe... Jun 19, 2008
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm schizophrenic
And so are dipsodan and crankyoldman4 Recommendations14 Comments -
You make me happyWhen I talk to you.Making me smil...
CloudStrife Jul 30, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 |
You make me happy
When I talk to you.
Making me smile brightly
Is something that you do.
If you'll be there for me
I'll be there for you.
And someday you will see
That maybe, just maybe
We were meant to be.
Your obvious reasons stop me
From really being with you.
Your glad you met me
And I'm glad I met you too.
Friends we will be
For many more years to come
Through days, weeks, months an...1 Recommendation15 Comments -
Poem to us from Chelsea....I stood by your bed las...
JeanieMarie Jul 10, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008 |
Poem to us from Chelsea....
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying. You found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached do...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
Well ladies the second anniversary has come a...
RockstarsMom May 30, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008 |
Well ladies the second anniversary has come and gone and I'm still here. The tears have dried for the present moment and I'm in a flat spot, emotionally.
I spent the 28 making two collages of John's pictures, one from a baby to an adult and one as an adult to his death. I think they are wonderful. The capture him in all his moods and in all parts of his life, from sleeping on the...1 Recommendation14 Comments -
This one is good. Please read! The Wate...
MaryTurk Aug 20, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 |
This one is good. Please read!
The Watered Lilies
The Master stood in His garden,
Among the lilies fair,
Which His own right hand had planted,
And trained with tenderest care.
He looked at their snowy blossoms,
And marked with observant eye
That the flowers were sadly drooping,
For their leaves were parched and dry.
“My lilies need to be watered,”
The Heavenly Master said;
“Wherein sh...1 Recommendation
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i wrote this poem about a month and a half ago, about those days before and after the funeral. the alumni association at my school was holding a poetry contest, so i entered it and won third place. i posted it here, so you can read:
Pick Six
In soft upholstered seats, we sat—
five lucky, wet-eyed front-row patrons—
and lifted our feet as your roots snuck and crawled under them
(and those o...5 Recommendations10 Comments -
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