Journal Entry for October 25, 2009
October 25, 2009 9:46am
When the grief hits, it hits hard. I had a really bad day yesterday and spent most of the day in bed sleeping just trying to escape the pain …
FallenAngel
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About Me
I recently lost my wonderful husband to a heart attack. He was the center of my world, and my grief is overwhelming. My soul weeps daily.
I recently lost my wonderful husband to a heart attack. He was the center of my world, and my grief is overwhelming. My soul weeps daily.
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Gardening, painting, design, cooking.
Gardening, painting, design, cooking.
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FallenAngel wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for October 25, 2009 9:46am
When the grief hits, it hits hard. I had a really bad day yesterday and spent most of the day in bed…
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Journal Entry for October 18, 2009
October 18, 2009 9:10am
It's been raining here for days now and the gloom doesn't help my mood much at all. I'm missing Gene a lot this morning. I …
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Journal Entry for October 17, 2009
October 17, 2009 9:04am
Time flies. A whole week has passed since my last entry. My birthday turned out to be one of the best I can remember. All 12 of the …
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Journal Entry for October 11, 2009
October 11, 2009 9:39am
I can't help but feel melancholy this weekend. I keep remembering how much Gene loved this time of year and how we'd make our annual …
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Journal Entry for October 10, 2009
October 10, 2009 8:10am
I made it through another week without Gene. How I'm doing this I'll never know. I've had my moments this week. The …
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Where are you????????????? Sending you much love and prayers!
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It was your birthday on Monday??????????????? Dang, if I didn't know I'll be so upset. Please message me and let me know how you are doing ok??? Hugs!
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Love you and hope you are feeling better - Always thinking of you, even if I'm no on. Forever your friend!
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Thank you. Sorry I have not been posting but I am having a hard time. It does not seem to be getting any easier. I miss Carlos so much that I just don't know where to go or what to do. Life just sucks at this time. Take care and God bless you. lots of hugs Linda
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I am the same way. I just cannot get to the clothes. I did clear out several of his desk drawers. But I cannot do the dresser either. I walk by them many times a day and think I have to do it and then do something else. A friend told me it took over a year until she couold do the sorting and she still kept lots of his things.
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I've been smoking for over 35 years on and off, but really on for the last 8 years. Still smoking. Made it ten weeks, started crying all the time, then go fired from my job. Now I'm in the throws of menopause and dealing with other issues. I hate smoking and think about quitting every day, I just don't have the courage to try right now.
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I recently loss my wonderful husband and soul mate to a heart attack. My soul weeps and I miss him so much.
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