What a start to 2009, it was looking like the previous year for me, which was not good. A couple of months into 09 I experienced a situation that almost drove me crazy. Luckily I've bounced back and I feel great. In a weird way I'm glad it happened. Lessons were learned and I now know never to get myself into that negative situation again. My mind feels focused and I'm a tad bit wiser.lol
It's sad that when all of these negative things were happening I found out who were my real friends and who had hidden agendas. Well it's in the past now and I just want to make time for all the people close to my heart.
Oh before I forget, during my down period I took up smoking cigs and now I cant stop.lol. That's something I need to deal with. Well other than that, I feel good. Hope you all have a good summer.






Hi J! How have you been? In a way that is good you're not on here as much as before.. I hope this means progress on your social life!!! :) I am a bit older then you, so I can only share the wisdom that I received over the years. All good things has a negative side... otherwise we can't call it good. As you get older and gain more life experience, it helps you to identify things that comes to you.. and its up to you and your wisdom that you accumulated to make your decision in life. As friends goes, as older you get you and your friends will have different agenda in life, so very easy to part ways or see things differently compare to when you're younger. The key part is to know yourself, keep focus on your own agenda and personal growth. Keep your chin up and keep true to yourself!! :)
JimJim70