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emmy9 
Today a beautiful day a lovley springday .I acually feel happy first time in a few years thats sad hey.A little about me .I am 47 i have four grownup kids 8 grandchildren .My dad is native american my mum is Australian .One day I hope to meet my Amercan relies my mum and dad are dead now I lost dad when I was a child mum died this year I miss her terribly.I am a nurse but I am not working now I was injured I miss it.I was married 20 years mostly happy but my husband met someone online it hurt me alot I think it would of been easier if it was just someone he met at work ,but things havent been good for him after 4 years she met someone online ,i know he has regrets about our life together but its his cross to bare.I hope he doesnt suffer the pain i did ,at first i thought haha but after reflecting noone deserves to suffer pain.
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Hi Emmy, wow how fascinating to have native American and Australian parentage! I am so sorry about your mam, I also have lost both parents, my mem 7 years ago and the pain is enormous. It is so lovely to hear you say you feel happy today. much love margxx
kestrel47
I used to feel sad when I was happy sometimes too, because I knew it probably wouldn't last. Then I realised how stupid that was and now I cherish the happy moments no matter how fleeting.
tammygirl
you have a kind heart
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