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browneyestarshine 
11:25pm, October 20, 2009
Don't know how I feel....disconnected? I haven't had a full out period in over four months. Had some PMS symptoms, mild, but nothing major. Don't know how I feel about that either, going through menopause. Emotionally I don't feel all right. Can't do right by some people. Just waiting........
Kids had a fun time with Halloween. People don't really do the house thing around here anymore. Went to a couple of things sponsored by the local fire and rescue squad. Ava wore a costume that her grandmother had made for herself for a parade. It was a old time dress with sun bonnet and made out of yellow and white gingham. I had to do a little pinning and moving around but she looked so cute. Brock wanted something scary so I used black eyeliner to make scars and used black eyeshadow to color around his eyes. I told him he was a zombie. What I am doing with black eyeshadow I don't know. It is pretty but you can't use very much of it or you would look.........like a zombie!
Feeling a little blue.............
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you may be in the early stages of menopause. it will definately mess with your mind . bouts of depression , lonliness ,your emotions are all over the place . i had a hysterectomy about 3 years ago and i'm still going through it , i don't think it will ever end . i still have hot flashes and night sweats and i cry a lot . i rented the orphan off the cable and watched it on halloween night lol , it was good . donnie doesn't care for scary movies but i love them , i don't know why because i am such a big coward lol. i hope that blue feeling goes away soon sweetie . love you oxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
dizzylizzie
It was nice the kids had a fun on halloween...
as for your emotions... that seems to be part of menopause.... did you speak to your doctor about them?
It got really bad for me.... thank goodness i've stopeed w/menstrual cycle.....
have a great weekend...
ZECILKL
Well, the joke is on me! Started a period tonight UGHHH. It's funny how all those hormones mess with you! I like subtle scary movies-not gross ones. The Sixth Sense was good.....
browneyestarshine