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ESKIMO 
i finally told kevin last night that my mum has known all along, even though he tried to be understanding and helpful towards me he did not help by calling my mum all the names under the sun, he does not realise that when he is saying these people are weird that i include myself in them people, so am i weird??
he never had to deal with any of this before he met me and sometimes i think he would like nothing better than to walk away and go back to having a normal life away from me, even though he says that its not true and that he loves me and that whatever happened was not my fault.
i dont know i just think i can deal with it more than he can and i need him to be able to deal with it too , to help me deal with it, i feel like that is really selfish but for once i just want someone there who can help me with my problems for change instead of me helping them with theirs.
anyways its my little boys birthday tomorrow so i am going to go and wrap up all his presents and put up his banners and balloons, cheer myself up x
