Journal

I sit here fallen

down on my knees

hoping begging

for my god please

spare me from

these troubles that rise

a fear of being

torn from these lies

that tell me

all i'm worth is slim

I might as well

have never lived

they tell me that

I have no face

Never will I

find my place

they point and stare

behind my back

Water falling

Eyes are black

spare me from

all this pain

the feeling of fearing

and nothing to gain

pull me back

into the light

and give me back

all my sight

so I can see what

really stands

and welcome back

all these hands

that left from all

my selfishness

sinking me deep

in this mess

Come back

don't fill my life with tears

so I can stand

without these fears