itsmestacy's Journal

What a bad past 3 days....Saturday I went to the Emergency Room because I was having problems breathing.  I have bronchitus and my anxiety which doesn't help.  I thought so much I was going to die that I said my goodbyes to my boyfriend.  It'a amazing how strong your mind is to make yourself think things because obviously I am still here.  Sunday I slept mostly.  And then Monday came and I cried all the way to my job.  I didn't even make it in the driveway. I turned around and called my boyfriend and he couldn't come back because he had court (he's a lawyer).  So I drove 2 hours up to my moms house just so I could be with someone.  She calmed me down and made me feel better. Then I had to go to work this morning.  It was the hardest thing I have done in a very long time.  But, I made it....the whole day :)  I am very proud of myself.  Hopefully tomorrow will be a tiny bit easier :)