Journal Entry for September 23, 2007
So this past week has been very hard for me. September is a month of tears, last year on the 29th a very dear friend of my got into a fatal car …
My name is Camy, I live in the beautiful sunshine state..Florida.. There are alot of things about me that are to hard to ever explain. But for the most part I try to be strong and move on with life. Listening, and giving great advice is in my nature, but at time's I just need to have someone with the same issues as me so I can vent and share my feelings with. I havnt had any support these past few months and thats why I stumbled upon this website, to get support.
My name is Camy, I live in the beautiful sunshine state..Florida.. There are alot of things about me that are to hard to ever explain. But for the most part I try to be strong and move on with life. Listening, and giving great advice is in my nature, but at time's I just need to have someone with the same issues as me so I can vent and share my feelings with. I havnt had any support these past few months and thats why I stumbled upon this website, to get support.
So this past week has been very hard for me. September is a month of tears, last year on the 29th a very dear friend of my got into a fatal car …
Today is a good day! Iv been thinking alot about my future latly and you know what Im not scared anymore, Iv learned that just because I have HPV …
It's almost 4am and I cant seem to beable to go to sleep. All day Iv just been thinking, thats all I seem to be doing latly and it doesnt really …
hope your day is getting better
Here's some cheer to wish you a Happy New Year!
Hey, how's was your thanksgiving?
Hey Camy, just wanted to give you a hug. I have a friend on here struggling with your same situation and you should really get up with her. She's around your age and is from Rhode Island. She really needs pillars of support and is having a hard time because her BF isn't there for her yet. I think he just needs some time to digest it all but while he's taking his time, let's be there for his girl....her name on here is bella143.....Tons of Love, Billy
Here's a hug just because. Hope you have a good night.
I just found out a week ago that I was diagnosed with HPV, Im so scared that I just dont know what to do..I havnt even told my family yet because I dont want them to think that I was sleeping around. About 3 months ago my "Friend" raped me at a party and now he's passed HPV onto me. Help is all I need right now because I feel like theres no hope anymore.
I use to have a really bad drug addiction untill one day I went over board and almost overdosed. That was 2 summers ago and Iv been struggling with anxiety evver sence. I seem to get really anxious when it comes to my health, and yes this sounds weird..but..Germs!! None of my friends have anxeity so they dont know what to do when im having anxiety. But I can say this, it's been about 2 months sence Iv had to take any medication for my anxiety. Im starting to over come this burden, its amazing.
Iv been struggling with depression for about 4 years, dont know why I have it but I do..and it sucks! But Im fighting it and my medication that Im on now is doing all the world for me.