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Jfama518 
i wish i can stop cutting . but i feel so calm and relieved when i wake up the next morning.
i dropped 15 pounds in 2 weeks . not even trying . i cant keep most food down.
i hate when others say that people who cut only do it for attention. thats not it at all.
i want my friends back. cuz im feeling lonely and they need to understand, i wasnt ready to be a mom. and it was my choice.
i dropped 15 pounds in 2 weeks . not even trying . i cant keep most food down.
i hate when others say that people who cut only do it for attention. thats not it at all.
i want my friends back. cuz im feeling lonely and they need to understand, i wasnt ready to be a mom. and it was my choice.
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hi i got pregnant young and i could relate exactly how you feel just hang in there your friends would come around.my best friend broke up with her boy friend a couple weeks ago and she started to cut and i dont undrestand why.....
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It is okay. It is your choice. Your friends are as flawed as we all are, judgement is a reflection of their pain and ignorance. Friends, my friend, do not judge and alienate, they accept you for who you are.
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I was sexually abused from my neighbor. It started at the age of 11 or 12. He was between the age of 50s - 60s. I was sent over his house one night because we had out of town guest. After my neighbor fondled me, he told me not to say a word to anyone about the incident. He also told me he could teach me more about sex. 2 months later I went back to his house. Whenever he asked my parents if I could go with him over his relative's house, I was afraid to say no. I felt so trapped. I finally stopped goin over his house between the age of 15 - 16. I was raped 2 times in my early 20s. I have had 2 abortions. One of my best friend did not want to have anything to do with me after she found out I had 2 abortions. I am now in therapy. I am having flashbacks of the past with my neighbor. I feel so dirty and ashamed after these flashbacks. I blame myself and feel it is my fault for going over his house. Sometimes I feel so alone. I am been very emotional for the past 4 months. I have called the Suicide Hotline twice since Dec 2006. The last call was made on 3/7/2007. I have found many hiding places. My fear is that I will go to one of my hiding place when I am in a crisis and end my life.
I encourage you to hang in there. I encourage you to continue seeing your therapist.
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