Venting
July 29, 2008 4:21pm
Sometimes I wonder if my mother thinks about who the man she lays down with every night is and what he has done to her daughters. She …
Brinnylynn
9:25pm Saturday
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About Me
Brinnylynn
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About Me
Im the mom of four children and I originally came here to help Ashley through the stillbirth of her daughter Ariana at 19 weeks(and mabye myself a bit) And now a year later she has lost alexander at around 23 weeks.This seems to be due to incompetant cervix. I also have a daughter Mariah who is 12 now with cystic fibrosis and has had a liver transplant, A son with bi polar and another son who seems to be ok for now. I also visit the sexual abuse boards due to my childhood at home and in foster care. (its not always better than home) I am glad to help anyone in any way I can if I can and mabye learn a bit myself.
Im the mom of four children and I originally came here to help Ashley through the stillbirth of her daughter Ariana at 19 weeks(and mabye myself a bit) And now a year later she has lost alexander at around 23 weeks.This seems to be due to incompetant cervix. I also have a daughter Mariah who is 12 now with cystic fibrosis and has had a liver transplant, A son with bi polar and another son who seems to be ok for now. I also visit the sexual abuse boards due to my childhood at home and in foster care.
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Interests
My kids, My husband, this computer, reading, shopping, and gardening.Learning more about how to help my daughter have a healthy pregnancy
My kids, My husband, this computer, reading, shopping, and gardening.Learning more about how to help
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1 discussion post
Saturday
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Brinnylynn updated their status 9:25pm
My whole mind is focused. I can think of nothing else…
Thursday
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Brinnylynn wrote a discussion post in the Miscarriage support group: after a cerclage 11:50pm
My daughter Ashley had a cerclage done last Friday and she is still feeling nauseated and not really…
November 15
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Brinnylynn updated their status 11:35pm
Ashley had her cerclage on Friday I hope it works as good as the drs. say...…
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Brinnylynn changed their mood to OK 11:35pm
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Brinnylynn updated their status 11:33pm
Hoping and praying…
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Journal Entry for January 1, 2008
January 1, 2008 11:00pm
today has been so hard. actually this whole holiday season has been but today is hard. Ariana was supposed to be born today. I haven't said …
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Thank you for being a part of my healing process through a tough year for me emotionally and physically. May peace and love fill your home this Christmas, Jessica
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As I shared in the message earlier, I was also diagnosed with I/C. I am here if you ever want to talk. Both you and Ashley are in my thoughts and prayers.
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I can't possibly begin to say how sorry I am that she is enduring this pain all over again, I am sending you both prayers and hugs.
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I'm so sorry that Ashely had to go through this again. She'll get through it and I'm glad she has you to help her. My heart is breaking for her & I am in tears. I was so hoping for a good outcome. Peace to you both.
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Support Groups
Close Miscarriage
My name is Brenda. I came here to see how I could help My daughter Ashley who lost Her Ariana at 19 weeks..A year later she lost her son Alexander at 22 and 1/2 wks.Reading the other posts has helped me to help her and helped me to be able to talk about how I feel.As a mother you want to fix everything for your child and I can't fix this. Its been very difficult and the support I get here really helps.
Close Cystic Fibrosis
My name is Brenda and my daughter Mariah was diagnosed with C.F. when she was 4 months old after. She had a bowel blockage and severe reflux that caused her to lose weight.
Treatments
- Chest Percussion Working / Worked
- This works if your child will sit there for a long time. It became more difficult to do when she was a toddler.
- Cipro Working / Worked
- Cypro every two weeks alternating with tobi seems to help keep her healthy more. Since shes been on this we have less hospital stays.
- Hypertonic Saline Working / Worked
- This really works great once your child gets the right dosage and gets past the taste.
- Pari PEP Too Soon to Tell
- Pulmozyme Working / Worked
- seems to work shes been on it 6 yrs
- ThAIRapy Vest Working / Worked
- this works great. So much easier than doing hand cpts.
- TOBI Working / Worked
- this works great alternating two weeks with cypro.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused from the time I can remember till I was about 16 from My uncle to moms boyfriends to various foster brothers and dads. I am 36 now and have dealt with my own daughters rape and the knowledge that even I who should have known couldn't protect her from the outside world.I try to help her as I am still trying to help myself after all this time.
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- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I worked for many years until my daughter with Cystic fibrosis was born.Working helped keep me from thinking to much.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I find it best to talk with others who have had this experience. When you talk to someone who hasn't they tend to feel sorry for you but don't understand whats happened to you.
