Journal Entry for September 23, 2007
September 23, 2007 7:00pm
Had a beautiful family night last night. It was just me bendu and my partner. Bendu and her daddy were having so much fun playing while we were all …
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About Me
My name is Helena, I'm 20 years old and live in South Australia. I have a gorgeous 4 month old daughter who I love to bits. I'm currently studying professional writing externally while I look after my little princess.
My name is Helena, I'm 20 years old and live in South Australia. I have a gorgeous 4 month old daughter who I love to bits. I'm currently studying professional writing externally while I look after my little princess.
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Journal Entry for September 19, 2007
September 19, 2007 10:25pm
My partner came this morning before he had to go to a lecture. All morining he was saying how sorry he was that he didn't sleep over and he was …
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Journal Entry for September 19, 2007
September 19, 2007 12:21pm
I feel so alone and pathetic. It was meant to be a night where my so-called partner was supposed to spend the night with my daughter and I. Just like …
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Journal Entry for September 18, 2007
September 18, 2007 7:36pm
Bendu is starting to look so much happier now after being sick. It makes me feel better as well because I love seeing her smile, it keeps me strong. …
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Journal Entry for September 17, 2007
September 17, 2007 10:01pm
It seems like lately all i do is try to fight off any bad thoughts and insecurities about myself and how i'm leading my life. I have been …
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Missing in action...I pray that everything is going well 4 U. Take it easy. If I don't hear from you soon, I'll be wish you a Merry Christmas...soon
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Happy Thanksgiving to you & your family!
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I'm sure you are taking good care of that beautiful baby or yours. Lot of hugs, be good.
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Hey, set these beautiful flowers on your table and enjoy the beauty. when you look at the flowers and see how beautiful they are. Use it as a reflection to your beauty.
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Oh, she is so beautiful!!! God bless her,I love the pictures. hug 4 the 2 of you.
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Close Single Parenting
I'm living alone with my daughter while her father is living with another girl. He says that the only reason he is living with her is because its the only way she can stay in the country so he can be with his son. Apparently he is in love with me and he is still faithful to me. Now he only sees our daughter and I 2 hours a day if we r lucky. The thing is I don't trust him that much but I still love him. I know I should break up with him but I can't find the strenth to. I really need help.
Close Sexual Abuse
I was raped when I was seven years old by a family friend. I never told anyone about it until i was 17. The man told me no one would belive me and i belived him. It only came out when my grade 12 legal studies teacher started sexually harrasing me and i was sent to a psychologist.
Treatments
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
I have a gorgeous little 5 month old girl who I love to bits.
Treatments
- Breast Feeding Not Working
- I breastfed for 3 and a half months but it wasn't working too well as my daughter is growing really fast and i couldn't keep up with her demands
- Patience Working / Worked
- Patience is something that is a neccesity when it comes to babies and children and working in child care helped me learn to be more patient.
- Research Working / Worked
- Don't really have friends or family who have had babies recently so everything i know about babies is from books and i worked a little in childcare. Research about different things has helped me.
Open Depression
Depression has practically always been a part of my life. I was raped when I was seven, teased at school for knowing too much in certain areas and for not being skinny, I've never had self confidence and always try to hide behind things, people don't tend to understand the person I am so I don't really get accepted from people, friends i have had have suicided or have become drug addicts or alcoholics. I'm in an awkward relationship with a man i'm totally in love with and share a child with.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
