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1Tater 
10:49am, November 20, 2009
I don’t want to believe it. I am sitting here in shock.
I go to her profile on daily strength to see if she is on…my brain tells me that this action makes completlely makes NO sense…but yet I can't resist. I don’t want to believe it. I am sitting here in shock. I tried to go to the old website where we all met (healing after loss) to get a sense of connection to her…and it’s gone. She's gone.
I don’t want to believe it. I am sitting here in shock.
I want to scream and cry but I can't...the office is so silent
I can't even pick up the phone to call my friend...who must feel as lost as I do.
Jazzy, you are home now with your hubby, Minks, Basti, Mum and Dad...I know you are swimming in the ocean and driving past wild Jasmine iin the Jazzymobile with the top down....
always your friend...Tatertomater
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Hi Sylvia. our deepest sympathy, and condolences. we're so very deeply saddened, and sorry to hear of Jazzy passing away. we are keeping you all very close within our hearts, and in our thoughts and prayers, wishing you all comfort, and peace. i know how very close you and Donna were with Jazzy. it's a very sad day, and devastating loss, for all of us who were so very blessed to have met Jazzy. i'm here for you, anytime you need too talk. i'm always a call/message/text away. i just recently became friends with Jazzy, during the summer. my fondest memory i have of our friendship, is when she smiled when i grew a sunflower for her. just knowing i could make her smile during that difficult time, it means the world to me. *hugs* She will be greatly missed, and always remembered.
Chris1981
tater ,so very sorry to hear of the loss of your dear friend..tho` we didn`t know each other ,i do know she was very much loved ,especialy here..
My sympathies to you ,her family and all her friends ,who are feeling her loss so much....
To (jazzy)...Goodnight and godbless...out of pain ,and reunited with your husband...xoxoxoxo
Sharon,
And to you tater ,and all her friends ,much love ,comforting hugs ,and blessings xoxox
Rocky7
Ms T,
It really hits home once again...Life is but a flimsy paper that can tear at any moment.The reminders are so hard. I am so sorry for your loss.
Even though we do not meet each other in person it is the connection of the souls and when one of us departs we are at a loss. Hugs Inga
ihart
I will miss her very much Taters.....it was a shock to all of us.
I agree with you...she's with those she loved now. Her beloved Peter....I just know it!!
Sorry for your sadness at this time, hon!!!
DarlaC
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your friend. Lots of hugs to you.
Dezna
I just found out last night and cried for a few hours and a little today. Getting on DS now is kind of bittersweet. She was my frist DS friend and when I first joined DS I was kind of sad. I wasnt making friends fast and it kind of felt like another place to be alone at and then Jazzy found me and I knew that if I never had another friend I would come on for her. She is so spunky...she WAS so spunky. She always got my humor and it mirrored each other often. I know she is with her dear peter and her furry babies and am glad she didnt have to go through all the complications with ALS. I picture her in her jazzmobile like you do and wading in the ocean. I miss that the most. Her stories of New Zealand and her days spent telling us about her adventures in the jazz mobile, chocolate cake, her garden and her family.
Okay must stop, this is your journal and I am about to cry again.
SageM