Journal Entry for October 15, 2009
October 15, 2009 5:04pm
Hey all, I know it's been a while. Just really no time, no desire, just wallowing. I'm okay, please know those that send me hugs …
lynette22
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About Me
lynette22
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About Me
I'm still trying to find all of the shattered pieces of my heart after losing my 18 year old son 19 months ago. I'm tired, don't feel as though we deserved this, and hence my faith isn't very strong. Looking for answers where there truly isn't any.
I'm still trying to find all of the shattered pieces of my heart after losing my 18 year old son 19 months ago. I'm tired, don't feel as though we deserved this, and hence my faith isn't very strong. Looking for answers where there truly isn't any.
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Interests
I like to fish, ride motorcycles, rock crawl, being outdoors, reading, music and animals.
I like to fish, ride motorcycles, rock crawl, being outdoors, reading, music and animals.
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Hugbook
Moment of Peace
Hope that peace will find you.
Little Love
You are loved my friend, and you are missed.
Hug
How you doing? So, it's your turn to take off for awhile? I left the site for about 6 months. Needed a "time out." Let me know how you're doing. Love ya, Barbara
Little Love
Hi Lynette. Thinking of you and Matthew today and sending you some love.
Debbie
Flower
Just thought about you last night night as we drove by the baseball field and the Allstars we playing their games. Thought I would pop in and say HI and Let you know I was thinking about you and your son Matthew when we drove by. A young man here just passed away that was a baseball player, he jumped onto a friends car and slid off and hit his head on the bumper after the game. The girl was dating one of the boys that lives was us, she is a mess. All so strange. But that made me think of you too. So here I am. Wishing you well. Take care, Tammie
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Close Bereavement
Nineteen months ago I lost my 18 year old son in a car accident five days before Christmas. There were five boys in the car, 3 of them were taken that night. The two that survived were my younger son and his friend. They were racing my daughter. I'm tired and of course all of the blame has been placed at my door step.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I cry daily, and even more so when its that emotional time of the month.
- Prayer Not Working
- Due to the fact that one of my nightly prayers was that I never have to bury one of my children, my faith isn't really strong right now.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I'm still looking for the answers and they weren't helping me find any.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I do choose to lose myself in books, gives my mind time off from the misery.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- DS has been a godsend. Hurts that there are so many of us and our club continues to grow but there are very caring compassionate people here.
Close Breast Cancer
My mother is a breast cancer survivor, 7 years now. I believe the best treatment is a positive attitude and the desire to beat the disease and continue with life.
Treatments
- Mastectomy Working / Worked
- They first advised for a lumpectomy but my mother chose a mastectomy because it gave her a higher percentage of the cancer returning. The same with the chemo and radiation, it just increased her chances of not having it come back
Open Breakups & Divorce
Five year long divorce process, minimal assets, 3 children and a cruel and controlling ex-husband. He's still emotionally hurting me through the children and the courts but I've found a truly amazing man that is nothing like my ex whose helping me change my ways of allowing them to walk all over me. It's tiring, why can't he let go?
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped after a year or so, no answers, got tired of the same advice that had already failed.
Open Family Issues
messy, cruel 5 year divorce, ex has turned my children against me. He didn't know how to love me, treated me horribly, I always protected my kids and now they forget.
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