Re-admission
November 13, 2009 2:03pm
For those who know me, have been friends with me and have supported me and followed my journal. I just want to let you know that the decision has …
xBlissx
2:03pm, November 13, 2009
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About Me
xBlissx
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About Me
I live at home with my Mum and my Brother (27) and my pets 2 dogs (Poppy-7 and Coco-1)a budgie (sky) and 1 rat (Squeak)and a new edition a Guinea Pig (Manic) lol! I'm a second year veterinary nurse currently having my job held open until I'm (hopefully) well enough to return. I'm a very VERY deep thinker sometimes probably a little too deep. I feel like if I wasn't ill I would have made a pretty good psychologist like Robson Green's character from Wire In The Blood (if anyone has seen it)
I live at home with my Mum and my Brother (27) and my pets 2 dogs (Poppy-7 and Coco-1)a budgie (sky) and 1 rat (Squeak)and a new edition a Guinea Pig (Manic) lol! I'm a second year veterinary nurse currently having my job held open until I'm (hopefully) well enough to return. I'm a very VERY deep thinker sometimes probably a little too deep. I feel like if I wasn't ill I would have made a pretty good psychologist like Robson Green's character from Wire In The Blood (if anyone has seen it)
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Interests
I play acoustic and elec. guitar and piano. I love my music and I mostly like Rock although I am pretty open minded. I used to be a huge fan of Busted lol. I also do a lot of art in my spare time. So maybe I'll post some of my work on here if anyone is interested. I also love to write poetry although the majority of it is pretty dark.
I play acoustic and elec. guitar and piano. I love my music and I mostly like Rock although I am pretty
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Recent Activity
November 13
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xBlissx updated their status 2:03pm
Going back I.P and terrified!…
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xBlissx wrote a journal entry: Re-admission 2:03pm
For those who know me, have been friends with me and have supported me and followed my journal. I just…
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xBlissx wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: Re-admitted 2:02pm
For those who know me, have been friends with me and have supported me and followed my journal. I just…
November 9
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xBlissx wrote a journal entry: The Plan 9:52am
Well they've given me this week to see if my weight will stabilise. I have therapy again on Friday…
November 8
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xBlissx updated their status 5:59am
I don't ever want to feel what's coming…
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The Plan
November 9, 2009 9:52am
Well they've given me this week to see if my weight will stabilise. I have therapy again on Friday so I'll be weighed then and see how things …
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Scared of feeling real
November 8, 2009 5:53am
So things are set now for my Nan's funeral. It's going to be on Thursday. Flowers are chosen, wreath is chosen, songs are chosen, and words …
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Loss
November 5, 2009 4:42pm
Sadly yesterday my Nan passed away so I may not be on here and active as much at for a while. Sorry.x-Bliss-x
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Failure!
October 14, 2009 7:50pm
I have therapy tomorrow and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm going to have to go in and say that I haven't been to work at all …
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Prayer
Thinking of you, sending prayers up for your strength to surprise you and for healoing to begin....may your memories comfort you, and all sadness turn to wellness in your soul as you accept things as they are today. Difficult, yes, it IS. DO-able? YES, so TRUST THE PROCESS with - an open mind...after all,
Especially now - with one more pulling extra hard up there for YOU!
Proud of you,
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Prayer
Thinking of you, sending prayers up for your strength to surprise you and for healoing to begin....may your memories comfort you, and all sadness turn to wellness in your soul as you accept things as they are today. Difficult, yes, it IS. DO-able? YES, so TRUST THE PROCESS with - an open mind...after all,
Especially now - with one more pulling extra hard up there for YOU!
Proud of you,
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Sympathy
I'm really sorry you lost your nan. Take good care of yourself during this difficult time.
Flower
so sorry for your loss
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I'm sorry for your loss.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder in Dec 06. Still not stabilized. Been having treatment resistant reactions to a lot of the meds I've tried. Looking for support.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Tried it and it did wor for about 2/3 weeks but then it didn't kick in again. Pdoc changed med rather than keep increasing it. No side effects.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- Went up to 750mg and was working for a while but this also didn't hang around long. Side effects - Some hair loss but not noticable...actually stopped the med before it got any worse anyway. Also possibly some weight gain but not sure...(was on other meds causing weight gain at the same time)
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- Changed from Depakote in...Sept/Oct? Slowly increased up to 150mg which I am currently on now. Side effects - Increased number of headaches but nothing I can cope with...I suffer with Migrane anyway.
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- So far the antidepressant is really being tested alongside another but I have found that taking this at night has really helped my sleep as it has some sedative. Side effects - weight gain.
Close Self-Injury
I first self harmed when I was 14 but no one except my school councillor knew. I went a couple of years until I begame ill again and I have started cutting again.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- It helped for a little while
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Takes the edge off whilst talking at the time
- Music Working / Worked
- When turned up it helps block thoughts. I'm able to listen to lyrics rather than my thoughts.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I have been dx with traits of BPD. I have not got the full disorder but I am effected by Abandonment Issues, Unstable Relationships (with family, Identity Disturbance, Impulsivity (with some OCD), SI, Intense moods/emotions, erm...basically everything apart from the anger and thing like that.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Helps if things arn't too bad.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Not really very effective at the moment. Feeling stuck.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaDiagnosed as Anorexic on Friday 7th March 08. Currently waiting on referal to a local eating disorder unit.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My Mum is a huge support and is helping me to eat enough to stay out of hospitalisation whilst we wait for my admission to a local eating disorder unit.
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- Well...I gained the weight.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionUnsure of cause due to professionals arguing over diagnoses. Bipolar/BPD/Anorexia
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Worked for a short time then seemed to wear off - no side effects
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Currently on this, I don't think it's working but I wouldn't like to see me without it - no side effects
- Writing Working / Worked
- This is one of the few things I have found helps me through a crisis without leading to self destruction of some sort.
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