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Jebs 
11:20pm, July 3, 2008
I have cried amillion tears in my life
never have they burned my skin
the day i had to let you go though
they scarred their way down my face
to my heart, were it begain
It will take me forever to get over what i did
I told the doctor to end your days
I told you it would be ok
How could i tell you something
I honestly didnt believe
I walked away from your still warm body
Looked back at my world just laying there alone
Only thing left for me,
Was to make my way slowly back home
I left you all alone
In a small empty room
Didnt even ask what they would do with you
Each tear
For another day with out you
I would sing to you
Telling you id always be there
I did my best to do that
I know i failed
Hickory i love you so much more then anyone will know
My world is so empty
I just wish i was still with you
Im sorry that i let them kill you
Im sorry that i watch
Im sorry i left you alone
Im sorry for everything that happend that day
November 10 ill always remember
The day i let you go
The day
Im sorry for
REST YOUR HEAD IN GODS LAP AND WAIT FOR ME THERE HICKORY....ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER...AND WHEN EVER IS OVER...ILL STILL LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SORRY HICKORY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEND
R.I.P MY HICKORY DICKORY DOC!!!
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Jackie--so sorry for your loss. FORGIVE YOURSELF! You didn't kill Hickory, you ALLOWED your loved one to go before things got worse for Hickory. What a loving, brave & generous act for you to do. Here for you honey
xoxoxoxo and a tissue to dry your eyes
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its been 2 months and i still miss him like crazy...i even sometimes call my other cat hickory by mistake...makes me feel horrable....r.i.p hickory
Jebs
i still randomly cry at nights thinking of him....he was the best xoxox
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