Journal Entry for September 21, 2007
September 21, 2007 4:45am
I'm drinking again... this won't end well.
Nickelas 
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About Me
Nickelas
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About Me
I'm a student at the University of Oklahoma. I enjoy reading and writing and hope to one day be able to put my thoughts down onto paper. I'm a nice guy if not a little rough around the edges. I'm half Samoan and half Caucasian. One of the things I enjoy most is the company of others due to my enjoyment of conversation.
I'm a student at the University of Oklahoma. I enjoy reading and writing and hope to one day be able to put my thoughts down onto paper. I'm a nice guy if not a little rough around the edges. I'm half Samoan and half Caucasian. One of the things I enjoy most is the company of others due to my enjoyment of conversation.
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Close Insomnia
I never sleep. I don't know why, I just don't. It's been years since I've actually been able to sleep. I find myself constantly on edge, nervous, and worrying. I tend to go through severe bouts of depression. When I lay down at night to sleep, thoughts race through my head at dizzying speeds and I'm left awake but with dulled senses. I dislike the thought of taking medicine for fear of becoming dependant.
Treatments
- Lunesta Not Working
- Meditation Not Working
- I can't make my mind stop racing.
Close Interracial Relationships
Nickelas hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open College Stress
Sophomore at the University of Oklahoma.
Open Video Game Addiction
I'm a recently recovered WoW addict. I've played MMOs for years now including religions devotion to both Ragnarok Online and Everquest.
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
- I just stopped playing for the most part. I now play WoW once a week, on Monday, for roughly an hour before I get back off.
Open Depression
I'm depressed, and that's really the story. I'm alone right now, and it's my fault. I loved my ex girlfriend more than life itself, but I messed everything u when I cheated on her during a particularly ugly point in our year and a ten month relationship and I've never regretted anything more. Now I've lost her and I don't think she wants anything to do with me, not that I can blame her. So here I am, trying to find my own path once again.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I write poetry.
Open Alcoholism
I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. I don't really think about being one because I don't like to think that I am, but I think I'm slowly coming to a realization that I need to drink.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- Yeah, it didn't really work. Surprise surprise.
- Detox Not Working
- Once, after a full week of being completely sloshed every waking moment, I had nothing to drink for about three days and was never more miserable.
- Sleep Not Working
- Insomnia
- Willpower Not Working
- I often find myself overcoming my willpower to not drink.
