Journal Entry for October 11, 2007
October 11, 2007 11:58am
K I am a little nervous. I am going for my scope today. With all my health issues I have never had to have surgery or any broken bones …
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About Me
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About Me
I am 26 yrs old and am a born again, bible believing follower of Jesus Christ. I am battling to overcome being sexual abused by my father, grandfather and many others. I am also dealing with a number of different medical issues. Hoping to find others that can relate and being able to have people to stand with as we deal with our stuff.
I am 26 yrs old and am a born again, bible believing follower of Jesus Christ. I am battling to overcome being sexual abused by my father, grandfather and many others. I am also dealing with a number of different medical issues. Hoping to find others that can relate and being able to have people to stand with as we deal with our stuff.
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Scrapbooking, Photography, Writing and playing Music, Sign Lanuage, Walkiing
Scrapbooking, Photography, Writing and playing Music, Sign Lanuage, Walkiing
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Journal Entry for October 9, 2007
October 9, 2007 1:06am
Happy Thanksgiving to any Canadians like me YEAH!!!
K ....I am having a hard day today. IT is supposed to be all about family. I …
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Journal Entry for September 30, 2007
September 30, 2007 12:46am
Today is a day that I think I can do this thing called life. I have come to the realization that I don't want to play victim any longer. I …
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Journal Entry for September 28, 2007
September 28, 2007 12:26am
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Ok feeling a little better. I am so frustrated I could scream wait already done that. The people …
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I hear you. I was in an auto crash and it took a year for my 11 ribs to heal. I have arthrits also but not in my ribs. Thank God. Get a xray to see what is going on.
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Close Fibromyalgia
Treatments
- Acupuncture Not Working
- Aqua Therapy Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- Pamelor Working / Worked
- Is letting me get a little bit of sleep 2 hrs or so.
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- Seems to be helping a little bit
- Codeine Working / Worked
Close Sexual Abuse
Was abused by my grandfather, Father and about a dozen other men from the age of 3 to the age of about ten. Was forced to partcipate in three somes and was trained how to please men for the sake of pleasing them thru a cult. Was extreme and went with horrible emotional abuse with it.
Open Arthritis
Treatments
- Anti-Inflammatory Diet Not Working
- Glucosamine/Chondroitin Not Working
- Ibuprofen Not Working
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Treatments
- Pain Management Clinic Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Rape
I was 20 & hanging at a close friends house. He was like a brother, had known each other for 8 yrs. I had planned to sleep on his couch. His roommate was away we were going to watch a couple of movies. I was drugged, he then raped me. I remember one point he had my shirt off, naked from the waist down, was doing all sorts of stuff to me. I tried to pull away it didn't work. Next morning he said was sorry if he gave me anything I didn't want. I don't have any other real memoriesof that night.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- it helps a little except I haven\t really told any one the details I do remember as I am afraid of what they might think
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
I am 26 yrs old and bought a purity ring around my 16th birthday. It is on my ring finger on my left hand and hasn't been taken off since. I have made a stand to not have sex before I get married. One prblem I have recently found out I was sexually abused from the age of 3 to age 10 and was raped when I was 21. I struggle with the fact that when I get married I won't be sexually pue and how a guy will react to that.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Improve overall fitnessTrying to lose 50 pounds. By eating right, excersising. To gain a healthy way of living day to day.
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