Join Now
Babycakes06 
Hi all... well this is it. My first journal entry. I just now realized that today is my THIRD day without any purgeing. Well I should really say that, the last three days I have been useing lax. but that's b.c I never can go to the bathroom anyway. Tonight will be the first night in many that I will not binge. I can't wait to get over this bingeing habit and on with my life. I guess you can call me some what optomistic. But we all have our days. Lately, I have really put on the lbs. prob. b.c I keep bingeing and not purgeing. See, I really think one of my reason its so hard to stop bingeing is because I tell myself that "tomorrow" I'll make up for it... or all week. Never REALLY works. God I hate this cycle Wish I could talk to someone in person, but I'm way too scared to tell anyone I know. Hell, I'm scared I might even be caught on my comp. about my bulimia. I always wonder...why do we do this to ourselves??
