Journal Entry for June 4, 2008
June 4, 2008 6:57pm
I purged.
it was awful. I had been doing so well. I hate this!! Having to start all over again. Last night, after I purged, I went to …
Goal Completed on Jun 1, 08
Fyfa 
10:52am, October 17, 2008
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About Me
Fyfa
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About Me
I'm lost. I'm searching. I'm alone. A lot of things have happened to me in the short 19 years I've been alive and I'm not sure if I'll ever be able move on. I'm afraid these things have ruined me forever. I'm afraid I'll be a waste of breath until the day I die.
I'm lost. I'm searching. I'm alone. A lot of things have happened to me in the short 19 years I've been alive and I'm not sure if I'll ever be able move on. I'm afraid these things have ruined me forever. I'm afraid I'll be a waste of breath until the day I die.
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Interests
Battlestar Galactica (2004), Firefly, reading, writing, shipper fanfic, searching for a way to prove to the world...and myself...that I really do have something to contribute to humanity.
Battlestar Galactica (2004), Firefly, reading, writing, shipper fanfic, searching for a way to prove
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hi, sorry for not being here, my life got pretty hectic and crap and i was in hospital etc. I have to delete this account...but if you want to chat ever my email is angelcup@rocketmail.com
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hey how are you doing? xxx
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Things are the same..well aside from the new amazing boyfriend...although...restricted too much and passed out in the shower while we were in there together....nothing dirty lol he was washing my hair but so embarrassing...I guess I fainted twice...he caught me! I did get banged up though..didn't hit my head...it's kept me eating when I see him though, so I don't faint again.,..
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Sorry you are struggling girlie...I wish there was something I could do to help but I am in the same mode...Binge/restrict....love you
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Ive had an ED since I was about eight. (switching between ana and COE). I've been dealing with mia since I graduated from high school.
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
Fyfa hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Food Addiction
Food is like a drug to me. It calls to me day and night, regardless of what physical or emotional state I'm in.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
Open Personality Disorders
I'm paranoid about everything, I avoid anything that makes me uncomfortable, I am passive-agressive. I have been struggling with schizophrenia symptoms (for which I have taken numerous medications that don't work) for years and I sometimes have trouble distiguishing between reality and fantasy
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- I've had seven different therapists in the past four years. I usually stay with each one for about six months. I begin thinking it's going to be different than the last time, but I always get to the same place in my sessions, freak out because I feel like I've said too much about myself, and get a new therapist.
Open Shopping Addiction
Fyfa hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Lupus
Fyfa hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaFyfa hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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