well then.. its been awhile
July 13, 2008 8:04pm
i havent written here in a long time.. not that anyone actually bothers reading my thingy lol.. but il still write here anyways.. FINALLY …
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1:04am, July 21, 2008
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About Me
im Niamh. im nearly 18. im lost.
im Niamh. im nearly 18. im lost.
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Journal Entry for March 23, 2008
March 23, 2008 11:49am
two easter eggs.. a cookie.. 2packets of chocolate covered raisins.. a pizza.. 2 more chocolate bars.. 2 breakfasts.. a roast dinner.. a good few …
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R.I.P Tbag :(
March 6, 2008 11:43am
earlier today i found out my cat.. had to be put down.. :(.. i cant stop crying its equally as painful as losing a family member.. kinda more.. no …
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 5:21am
well today i feel just a little more sane.. i went to the doctor yesterday in the hopes of getting some sleeping pills .. she was however a …
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Journal Entry for February 14, 2008
February 14, 2008 9:47am
IM GONNA RIP SOMEONES FUCKING THROAT OUT
..valentines day.. ugh.. to put it simply.. its a fake ass holiday.. designed to make profit …
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I had a similar experience with them I worried if I had enuff and really didn't sleep on them it just made it easier to not sleep I finally got my dr to allow me ativan and it has helped me for a long time without causing a craving in the day or leaving me with a hangover in the morning I never feel them I just take them and lay down later and sleep normal I don't remember much dreaming since but ill be ok with that! But I know people that use to take them in the day and at night and they were just weird till they stoped finally that drug is weird I took them like taking more might help and would have hallucinations and would do weird things because I couldn't sleep halcion like they use in sedative dentistry didn't put me out even on maximum dose before they passed the 7 pill law it was weird and helped but that kinda drug hypnotic sedatives are weird and I don't think they work but on people that just think they can't sleep but are highly addictive and I have been addicted to almost anything you can think of but meth I never liked it thank god but I gave my life to the others
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Sending some love, and letting you know I care. HUGS
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Hey there, good to hear from you. Hope all is well, and that things are going good with you. Stay in touch and let me know what's going on when you get a second. Have great day and thanks for the Hug!!! cheers, J.
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Happy Halloween, HUGSSSSSSS!!!
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Hey girl, glad to see that you're feeling okay today. I have been offline for a few days, being a bad girl. Now I'm starting over again with quitting smoke, but I sure had some fun. How are things in Dublin??? Okay I hope. Well, just wanted to touch bases, and give ya a hug. Stay in touch when you can, cheers, J.
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Close Teen Sexuality
mess hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
mess hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression - Teen
iv been on and off antidepressants for as long as i can remember but cant find anything that helps.. i feel worthless and guilty most of the time.. find it hard to get out of bed or leave the house.. everything seems pointless most of the time.. currently on paroxat.. but still not helping..
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Celexa Not Working
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Talking Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Anger Management
mess hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anxiety
mess hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Eating Disorders
i constantly binged when i was younger and became very overweight..i lost most of the weight through restriting.. even though im now at an average weight i still feel overweight.. i usually go through cycles of binging,restricting,binging and purging and restricting and purging.. its a constant cyle and i cant seem to break out of it..
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
im terrified of gaining back the weight i have lost..
Open Plastic Surgery
i have some loose skin on my stomach and arms from having lost alot of weight.. it drives me crazy and makes me feel so ugly.. i just want it gone..
Open Self-Injury
i cut alot to deal with my problems.. iv been hospitalized twice and am permanently left with the scars of what i have done to myself..
Open High School Stress
i haved moved school 3times due to various problems.. im now in school but never attend and considering dropping out.. i find it really difficult and puts alot of stress on my mom..
Open Alcoholism
my mom has a severe drinking problem.. i cant stand alcohol as a result.. which is lucky.. but i want her to finally come to terms and admit she has a problem.. her addiction makes my life a living hell
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
i was prescribed stilnoct(zolpidem) for sleeping problems.. i have become VERY dependant on them.. started snorting about 60mg a day 2months ago and im starting to get worried..
Open Pet Bereavement
today my cat had to be put down.. she had a low immune system.. kept getting very sick.. she got an eye infection and just couldnt fight it anymore.. i miss her so much..she can never be replaced.. R.I.P Tbag:(
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