Journal Entry for September 6, 2007
Well I think I just figured out that turning 50 is not a pretty thing !!! And whoever it was that came up with the statement woman grow old …
I am a 50 year old mother of 2 and grandmother 0f 3 I have been fighting with chronic panic attacks, RLS and sleep apnia, right now I am trying to figure out if I have chronic fatigue sysdrome or clinical depression..lol neither one of them sounds good to me. I had a hysterectomy at 26 yrs of age and have had menapausal side affects for yrs. hot flashes, mood swings, night sweats the whole 9 yards. I also suffer from anxiety with cronic panic attackes. I am working on going places outside of my house more often without going into a panic but the safest place for me most of the time, well I feel like it anyway, is my home. The world for me can be a very scarey place full of bad people at every turn..thats just the way I feel sometimes..not all the time and certainley less often than I use too. Im over weight, but loosing as we speak so far 100pds, I suffer from very low self-esteem but Im working on that as well.
I am a 50 year old mother of 2 and grandmother 0f 3 I have been fighting with chronic panic attacks, RLS and sleep apnia, right now I am trying to figure out if I have chronic fatigue sysdrome or clinical depression..lol neither one of them sounds good to me. I had a hysterectomy at 26 yrs of age and have had menapausal side affects for yrs. hot flashes, mood swings, night sweats the whole 9 yards. I also suffer from anxiety with cronic panic attackes. I am working on going places outside of my house
online games, friends, family, fishing, church, and making lots of new friends. It is so easy for me to make new friends on line
online games, friends, family, fishing, church, and making lots of new friends. It is so easy for me
Well I think I just figured out that turning 50 is not a pretty thing !!! And whoever it was that came up with the statement woman grow old …
Right now the only problem I am having is I cant seem to make my boyfriend understand that when I say I dont want to go somewhere its not that I dont …
Hi there. Welcome to DS. my name is JoAnn and I belong to the Sleep Apnea and COPD board. Let me know If I can help you get acclimated.
Just wait tillya get 54 ...lol It just gets better.
just checking - hope you are doing okay. take care
Going through looking at the different profiles and saw yours. You didn't say much about things you might be going through. Anyway - I am almost 52, a mother of 2 daughters, two granddaughters and 2 more on the way. Wanted to send you a hug and let you know that someone said a prayer for your today.
I have anxiety with panic attacks
sever night sweats, hard time falling asleep,
since my hysterectomy (spelled wrong lol) and I have high blood pressure and diabetes and mysexual desire is NON exsisting....