Sharon
October 29, 2008 4:39pm
I love you baby girl. You are the best. Please hold me close. I miss you.
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stephaniekoala
8:31pm, July 14, 2009
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About Me
stephaniekoala
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About Me
My name is Stephanie. I am 23 years old college student majoring in Criminal Justice. I love my criminal justice professor-Sharon. I love her because she is the best and she is adorable, beautiful, intelligent, and 100% perfect. I just want to hold her but she is married and she is older than me. She is 54 and i am 23:( I see her as a mother figure, but sometime i wish we could be more than just student/professor.:(
My name is Stephanie. I am 23 years old college student majoring in Criminal Justice. I love my criminal justice professor-Sharon. I love her because she is the best and she is adorable, beautiful, intelligent, and 100% perfect. I just want to hold her but she is married and she is older than me. She is 54 and i am 23:( I see her as a mother figure, but sometime i wish we could be more than just student/professor.:(
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Interests
Read. Listening to music. Write on my blog, talk to friend online. Express my feeling through writing. Sharon Tate, The Tate murder. The Manson 's family. Sharon Marie Tate-Polanski. (January.24.1943-August.9.1969)-Was a young raising actress who was married to movie director Roman Polanski. She was tragically murder by Susan Atkin, Charles *Tex* Watson, members of the notorious Manson family leaded by Charles Manson. At the time of her murder, Sharon was 8 months and a half pregnant with the child of Roman Polanski. She is the most beautiful, talented woman ever.
Read. Listening to music. Write on my blog, talk to friend online. Express my feeling through writing.
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Midterm?
October 29, 2008 3:29pm
I got my midterm back today. And guess what guys!!! I PASS THE MIDTERM. I got a B. YAY-Now i just need to know about the other one. But i think i can …
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Going insane over you Sharon. I can't live like that way anymore.
October 28, 2008 10:30pm
I feel like i am going insane with this crush on my professor-SharonClass is over in two months, i don't know what to do. :(
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Today's Class
October 28, 2008 5:22pm
Class today is actually very good. My beloved professor Sharon looks so gorgeous today. And she talked about her life as a deputy sheriff and how …
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Hugbook
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hey its been a while hope ur ok love n hugs xo
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*huggles* i hpe yopu feel better soon x
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happy new year my dear, wish you all the best for 2009
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Have A Very Merry Christmas ! !
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Just wanted to wish you and your family a Happy Holiday filled with cheer and good luck. I do hope you are feeling better. We had ice on the roads this morn. cause several accidents, course it warmed up and that is all over. You know they always say AR weather is unpredictable. Love, Rachel
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionFeeling hopeless, discourage about my depression. I hate my life. Nothing matter. It too complicated to deal with it.
Treatments
- Acceptance Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
- To let all my emotion and pain out.
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- To know i am not alone in here.
- Distancing Working / Worked
- Want to avoid my crush-Sharon.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- My parents just think i am acting out, or going crazy.
- Love Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Using music to distracted myself and to listen to feel good.
- Paxil Not Working
- Make me feel suicidal and extremely depressed.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Therapy is getting more frustrating for me.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Online friend stick by me, never give up on me.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talked to my professor-Sharon who used to suffered from depression, She understand and care about me, She never judge me.
- Writing Working / Worked
- To express my emotion, my pain in a constructive way.
Close Self-Injury
Have not been cutting for a long time, hope to keep it up.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Because it make me feel more depressed/guilty.
- Love Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Considering
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Seeing a therapist and she is very helpful.
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Online friend never give up on me, stick by me, supporting me.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talked it out help with someone who is going thru the samething.
- Writing Working / Worked
- To let go of the urge to cut.
- Music Working / Worked
Open Anger Management
I have a huge anger problem that really going out of hand. I fly off the handle very easily. I got violent, start yelling and screaming bloody murder. It damaging my relationship with my parents.:(
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
- Cry all my anger out.
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Considering
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Never give up on me.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Express anger without using violent.
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Paxil Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Insomnia
I can't sleep and i always tossing and turning.:(
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Paxil Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
Some guys and boys at high school exposed himself to me. Got sexually harassed by guys on the street. And some guy touched me inappropriately.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Trying to unlocked those repressed memory.
Open Family Issues
Brother is an epilepstic and schizophrenic. Mom is not always at home.And she is always moody and irritatable. Very unpredictable. Feeling sad, alone and very confused.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Love Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Dependent Personality DisorderI am not sure if i have any personality disorder. But i always suspect that i may have BPD and DPD
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Love Working / Worked
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
Painful Cramps. Depression.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Love Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My mom used to hitted me with a stick and i got a big bruised at the thigh. And she sometime will called me name:(
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talked to my professor-Sharon, who was also used to suffered from depression help, She understand and never judge me. She is so patient and always there to listen.
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I got obsessed very easily. I got obsessed over people, celebrity on tv.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open College Stress
Full time student. Trying hard to pull my grade up.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing help
Open Healthy Relationships
I am having trouble getting close to people. I am scare of rejection.
Treatments
Open Codependency
I am always cling to people that i know i can't have. Like therapist and teacher
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
My brother is addicted to ciggy. He can't quit
Treatments
- Getting Angry Not Working
- My parents will yell at me for this,
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Internet Addiction
My life revolved around the internet. I go online every day for a long time
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Coming Out
I am not sure if i am gay or not, just very confused and frustrated, it make me so depressed.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Accidents
My brother got stabbed more than 13 times on him.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Always having crush on older, married and unavailable woman that have authority power over me, people like therapist, teacher, professor. I want them to hold me, to cuddle with them, to kiss them but not sure about sex with them. So confused.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Love Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
Open Loneliness
So damn lonely at night, feeling depressed and sad. Longing for someone to hold me and to make me feel less lonely and alone.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
