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greyash 
It's been a long time since I've been on here. When we found more cancer last November, I was told we were going to wait on surgery - we are still waiting. I have been seeking a second opinion and I have an ultrasound scheduled for today. I guess when they kept putting it off, I decided I had to just get on with my life. I decided I can't sit around and think about cancer all the time. We went on a trip to Russia, we had a family reunion, I had a great summer with my son. So I'm glad we put everything off in a way. In a way, though, waiting on cancer has colored the rest of my year - I just feel like my whole life is about waiting on having surgery, waiting to have my sternum fixed, waiting on my life to start again. It's funny - when you have cancer, your life stops, but everyone else around you gets to keep moving, keep going. It almost makes you feel invisible.
Anyway, I'll update when I figure out what's going on in my life.
