LouiseLr's Journal

I find it difficult seeing some people that I haven't seen since the memorial.  For instance, to me especially diring the holidays, it feels like my lost was just yesturday.  Everyone that I've seen in the last few days have carried on with their lives of course but with freat insesitivity to the fact that maybe , just maybe, I might still be very sad,. Even Tim's sisters don't seem to get that, although they have lost a brother.  Comments are being mad that maybe I am too isloated, gearing towards depressing etc.., even at work.  Being sad  does not equate to depression. It's almost like I'm not entitled to feel this way or that it;s beyond "normal".  I don't display all of my thoughts and emotions to most people yet I am honest to a certain degree when someone asks how the holidays went... Thank God for DS, the only community on the face of this earth where people can feel understood and relate to another as painful as our issues are! Hope everyone is doing O.K. as we gear into another landmark on the calendar this week.