~I will See Keenan soon, won legal visitation~
February 21, 2009 1:25am
To all whom have endured my heartache and painful posts,~ To all whom have encouraged me to fight when it seemed so dark~ I wanted to share …
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EVERYONE I KNOW GOES AWAY IN THE END PAIN SEEPS INTO MY HEART THROUGH A PIN HOLE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN YOU I CAN HARDLY REMEMBER YOUR FACE ANYMORE LOVE SET ME ON FIRE AND WATCHED WHILE I BURNED THERE IS NO CLOSURE
EVERYONE I KNOW GOES AWAY IN THE END PAIN SEEPS INTO MY HEART THROUGH A PIN HOLE IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN YOU I CAN HARDLY REMEMBER YOUR FACE ANYMORE LOVE SET ME ON FIRE AND WATCHED WHILE I BURNED THERE IS NO CLOSURE
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GREAT MUSIC ~GREAT MOVIES~ ~GREAT FOOD BUT THE GREAT MUSIC MAKES ME CRY, THE GREAT MOVIES MAKE MW REMEMBER~ I CAN'T EAT ANYMORE
GREAT MUSIC ~GREAT MOVIES~ ~GREAT FOOD BUT THE GREAT MUSIC MAKES ME CRY, THE GREAT MOVIES MAKE MW REMEMBER~
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~I will See Keenan soon, won legal visitation~
February 21, 2009 1:25am
To all whom have endured my heartache and painful posts,~ To all whom have encouraged me to fight when it seemed so dark~ I wanted to share …
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END OF 2008/LOOKING FORWARD TO 2009
December 22, 2008 1:34am
AFTER 17 MONTHS OF TRYING, PLEADING, BEGGING, BRIBING, I HAVE FILED A LAWSUIT AGAINST MY EX-DAUGHTER IN LAW.
NO CONTACT FROM HER,NO PICTURES OF MY …
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~ONCE~
December 22, 2008 1:17am
ARE YOU REALLY THERE
OR AM I JUST DREAMING?
I CAN'T TELL FAKE FROM REAL ANYMORE.
FOR IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN YOU. I CAN HARDLY …
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~Hate Me~
August 31, 2008 8:07am
I found this CD my son left in my car, months ago...
I really listend to the words/video
I believe thisis where is head is at.
I wish I could talk to …
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Little Love
I am still here - but lay very low - I am so glad for your getting to see Him!!! Have you seen him yet? How are you?
Rainbow
Sending my wishes for you to feel better soon. I hope you are doing okay. Take care and know I am thinking of you.
Hugs, Judy
Ray of Sunshine
to brighten your day!........ hugs, weezie :0)
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just a hung no strings
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Close Depression
TOO MUCH LOSS TOO MUCH PAIN MUST CARRY ON
Close Anxiety
LOSING A LOVED ONE... A CHILD, I SEE NO JOY OR COLOR ONLY IN PUPPIES
Open Empty Nests
My youngest is a bout to leave home, I helped raise my grandson who is living in another state w/his mom..I amlost, my son is not compassionate but around the town. my husband travels alot so I am alone alot. No friends, I am worried about the holidays. My full life is empty
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- somehat, they mean well but my depression gets the better of me.
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- been on every med...right now just sensnitve to each new one. i just stopped paxil...
Open Panic Attacks
same as everyone else...scared of life, getting out the door, struggling to hold it all together ...losing the battle.
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- stopped working
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- hmmmm intolerant to issues just want their money
Open Financial Challenges
LOST A BUSINESS, FILED CHAPTER 7 2 YEARS AGO STILL TRYING TO KEEP CREDIT GOOD, BUT THE CHAPTER 7 KEEPS YOUR CREDIT SCORE VERY LOW AND LIFE REVOLVES AROUND THAT CREDIT DCORE. DOOMED
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- LOSING A HOUSE, CARS, AND BASICALLY A LIFE..JUST THINGS BIT LIVING IN APARTMENT AFTER 20 YEARS OF BEING HOME OWNER SUCKS.TRYING TO SAVE FOR A CONDO NEED THE TAX WRITE OFF
Open Bereavement
my therapist advised me to join a breavment community. y9ou may not want me here, my grandson is lost to me, not through death...i raised him for 3 years, adored him, and now he is ripped out of my life. it feels liek a death, i have no joy, have no chance of seeing him anytime soon...so no closure, just memories and they hurt to the bottom of my soul. i am lost and noone understands. i cannot function, i see his face everywhere, iam choking on my tears, feel suicidal.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- always.never works
- Pets Working / Worked
- had to give them up to move to pay attorney fees to fight foer grandparents rights..lost my beloved grandson, dogs and home
- Prayer Working / Worked
- not sure ..i don't feel anything but oain
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- thisis the first one
Open Child Support & Custody
My story... basically grieving over the loss of my grandson. He was awarded custody to my ex-daughter inlaw. She left my son and the baby for an internet botfriend. i wound up raising the baby for 31/2 years. Then she cama back into the opur lives and filed for custody and won. my son has 50/50 custody bit she moved across the country and we have onlt two visits atear now! I have not seen my grandson in 6 months, and won't until next June. Exhausted all resources on attorneys. How do I cope?
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- How do you accept the unacceptable? I am struggling I cannot bear this pain. My daughter in law has no empathy or cares that she removed him from a loving nuturing home. I see him everywhere but itis not him Icannot let go or move on.I need help but cannot function.
Open Grandparents Raising Children
reiving the loss of my custody of my 3 year old grandson. Exhausted all resources. Broken hearted, and need support.I feel like someone kidnapped him,and I can't cal the police!
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I smoked in my teens, then quit at 21, became a smoking snob!! Started smoking again 2 years ago... trying to quit, down to 5-6 a day.... just can't seem to stop the last few.
Treatments
- Chantix Considering
- insurance won't cover it,and I an down to 5 a day so not sur eabout the investment or just going cold turkey
- Nicotine Gum Not Working
- helped a little, not enough
- Nicotine Patch Not Working
- made me sick
Open Breakups & Divorce
Married 25 years, thinking of divorce. We have hit the wall.
