AlwaysinHislove's Journal

Ever wish that you could have a pain free day?  Or know that you could handle anything that came your way.  My eye condition will be going on within the next few months its not something that could be cured in days or just weeks but, I'm starting to feel useless and its killing me.  Not only is there my eyes but there's also my knee which I find out on friday if its injured internally.  it seems all I do anymore is take pain meds every four hours and rest as much as possible but, every day gets just a little longer and I wonder if I will ever get stronger.  I know I still have my faith and I still believe but, sometimes I'm really woonder what I'm good for now except for pain and if I will ever get repaired. 

I miss everyone at my old church, havent seen any of them in over two months.  Its in a small town around twelve miles away and my doctor doesnt want me to leave town right now and go astray.  I wonder if they think of me which I hope they do and even though I've been attending here town because of loneliness my face still wears a frown.   I hope someone misses me whether its my church or my family, if it wasnt for my saviour right now to comfort me i would feel so alone in my agony.