Journal Entry for August 28, 2007
it have been two day with out a drink and i don't want to say it is easy tonight on my way home i was going to stop at the store but i went home …
it have been two day with out a drink and i don't want to say it is easy tonight on my way home i was going to stop at the store but i went home …
sometimes i dont understand it that i dont crave for food i wake up and to make my day get started with drink .sometimes i eat one or two times …
i am trying to keep my mind from racing .so much is going on like a car crashed into my (apt)door and they still havent fix yet then my water …
today it is hard for me because am home alone and the first thing that is in my mind is to go to store and get a drink but, am telling myself no .
i have been pretty good some problems with my computer have kept me offline for a while
Just a hug to help you through. Hope you're doing well. hang in there.
I do not come on this site often,but thanks for the hug and friendship.tell me when you are going to be here or look me up on sobercircle.com be looking for ya..stay strong,and glad you are doing better,I just came back from a meeting,and doing good...stevefreebird
you made me feel a lot better with a hug so I hope this one makes you feel better too
I will be thinking of you and will say a prayer that tomorrow brings beautiful rays of sunshine to your day!!
when i ws a young girl my father sexual abuse me .after all these years it like everything is coming back i have dreams of the things that he use to do .sometimes i feel the pain i felt .when i was little i believe that that all the other children father do the same thing and it was ok i didnt know he keep us close in that i just knew that thats what supose to happen .as i have became a young women i wish i would have gotten help soon .
i have been drinking at age 11 years old .sometimes i cant believe i have made it this far
well i dont have no friends i always stay to myself .at partysor groups i am the one that is in another room or far in the corner.sometimes the most i say to people is hi but,i am working
well we have from beening raper to drug user from sleeping with each other parnter to stealing to try to hurt or plot againt one another