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lazer
Male, 55, MN
"FEELING GOOD. SPRING IS IN THE AIR. FINALLY JOURNALED..."
11:58pm, June 20, 2009
FEB 09 Mood
Tuesday, February 3, 2009

WELL FEB IS HERE ALREADY.  WHERE DOES THE TIME GO??

 I AM STILL SORE FROM THE SURGERY AND THE HEALING SEEMS TO BE GOING SLOW. I AM TIRED OF THE COLD HERE. MINUS 10 AGAIN THIS AM.  OUR BUSINESS IS VERY SLOW-STOPPED NO JOBS RIGHT NOW. WE LAID OFF OUR CREW MEMBERS. NEED TO MAKE SOME $$ AS THE BILLS ARE PILING UP. WE ARE PRAYING FOR SOMETHING TO GIVE. WE ARE BOTH CONSIDERING GETTING JOBS UNTIL THE CONSTRUCTION BUSINESS GETS ROLLING AGAIN. WE ARE TRYING TO STAY STRONG. MY FAITH IN JESUS REALLY HELPS. I KNOW HE WILL PROVIDE. BUT IN THE MEANTIME I HATE THE STRUGGLE. I STILL HAVE ANXIETY STRUGGLES AND SOME DEPRESSION ALTHOUGH THE SUICIDLE THOUGHTS ARE LESS FREQUENT AND NOT AS INTENSE. THIS IS GOOD! WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. GOTTA DO SOME ERRANDS. I MISS MY WIFE WHO IS GONE TO MY MOTHERS FOR A WEEK TO HELP OUT. THEY LIVE IN ARKANSAS WHERE THEY HAD ALL THE ICE. LOTS OF DAMAGE TO TREES ETC.

GOD BLESS ALL WHO STRUGGLE TODAY!

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  1. Ginny1954

    Lennie, Nice to hear from you. Did you have another surgery recently. I know the economy is very bad here in Canada as well. My son in law has his own construction co. which he has my ex husband and my 2 sons employed and he is suffering rignt now too. Very slow, actually my daughter now has to look for a job which she never had to before because she always took care of his bookwork. Unfortunately they dont know the Lord and that he will provide for them so they are in a panic right now. Don't stress yourself out too much Lenny and let the bills go if you have to, your health is the most important.
    God bless you, you are in my prayers
    Glenda


    Ginny1954

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