My name is Andrea. I'm a 44 …
My name is Andrea. I'm a 44 yr old woman living in Ohio my herd of cats & ferrets. I was DXed with Fibro in …
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Andiekins 
9:51pm, July 22, 2008
Alrighty.
Well it's Friday and I could care less. People are getting psyched up for the weekend and I just want to hide. I'm not quite sure my decision to come out of "hiding" and back online & back to DS, was the best decision. Already I'm embroiled in the lives of some old friends (not on DS). In the past, reaching out to others and focusing on their problems helped me get through mine. They were a good distraction. Now I'm thinking, "what's the point?"
Very few understand just how deep my depression goes. Am thinking going back to my psychiatrist. I doubt there've been any advancements in the drug field, but at least my talking to him could get my problems down on paper. Add it to the pile for if & when I file for disability.
Sometimes I just wanna break shit, yanno? >:{
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I got home from Lexington just in time to tell Bo bye as he left for the lake; I am SO looking forward to the alone time!
Depression seems to be such a misunderstood illness! And you are right; a lot of the treatment options are more harm than good. So do what you feel is the right thing for you, and don't let the Dr put you on a bunch of junk that you know is not right for you.
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depression is misunderstood, even by those who love us, because they cant see why we cant just pull out of it. i tried the anti depressents, they worked once, but at that time i would have taken anything to help. so maybe they just masked what i was feeling. i never felt right for taking them and i was scared to not take them, so it just caused another problem cause i felt dependent on them . keep trying, nice to have ya back, we here for you
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