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rebeljen 
12:45pm, August 9, 2008
MY DEAREST GREG,
I MISS YOU. THE KIDS MISS YOU. MICHAEL AND SHANE HAVE HAD DREAMS ABOUT YOU AND I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. THEY HAVE BOTH FOUND PEACE IN THEIR DREAMS BUT NOT ME. WHY DON'T YOU COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS? I HARDLY DREAM AT ALL ANYMORE. WHAT I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IS TO DREAM ABOUT YOU. TO SEE YOUR SMILING FACE. TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. OH I HAVE YOUR PREACHING TAPES AND CD'S AND I DO LISTEN TO THEM BUT THAT'S NOT THE SAME. IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR ME. I WANT YOU TO SAY YOU LOVE ME AND MISS ME AND PLAY ME A SONG ON YOUR GUITAR AND SING TO ME. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT. YOU SAID THAT TO MICHAEL SO WHY NOT ME? BUT I DON'T DREAM. FROM THE TIME I GO TO BED IT'S JUST DARKNESS UNTIL MORNING AND I DON'T DREAM. WHY WON'T YOU COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS? I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THIS DAMNED COMPUTER IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN REACH OUT TO YOU. I'M SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU I COULD DIE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
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Exactly how I feel also. I once heard that it is difficult for us to receive communication from the spirits of our departed while we are still grieving. Of course, I believe that the spouse is the one person who grieves longest and most intensely, so perhaps time will allow us to calm our hearts and mind enough to be able to hear and see the messages from our loved ones. I believe they are there and our hope to reunite with them through our dreams never dies. Sending you lots of love and hoping you will soon have a wonderful reunion with your husband's beautiful spirit.
VivianM